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Hello everyone sorry for this bleak moment but I feel a bit upset cause I fear that all the progress that the LGBTQ community has made in the past several years will be wiped out by who's in the oval office right now. I live in a country where LGBTQ is not recognized whatsoever but seeing that happen elsewhere, seeing progress, gives me and everyone else like me hope and that is the greatest gift of all. I truly hope and pray that people fight, raise their voices and protect our community and continue striving for equality everywhere.
The women's march is such a beautiful example. Ultimately it's all of us that have the power, but it's only when we're all together.
I had this idea in my head for a while and I hope you like it!
I thought i'd take albums, and then basically write a " visual album version " concept of it. Including cast, plot summary for each song, etc.
I hope you guys like it and comment which albums you think I should do first...
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Basically I make fan made videos and I got a YouTube channel as well so I decided to make a list of all the songs I used in my for each singer/band. This also includes mash ups Let's start
Songs I used by Katy Perry :
Hot N Cold
I Kissed A Girl
Thinking Of You
Last Friday Night
The One That Got Away
Walking On Air
Part Of Me
Songs I used by Ariana Grande :
Just A Little Bit Of Your Heart
Love Me Harder
One Last Time
Love Is Everything
Santa Tell Me
Songs I used by Kelly Clarkson :
Because Of You
Let Your Tears Fall
I Forgive You
My Life Would Suck Without You
Songs I used by Marina And The Diamonds :
Power & Control
The State Of Dreaming
I'm A Ruin
Fear and Loathing
Songs I used by Lana Del Rey :
This Is What Makes Us Girls
Once Upon A Dream
Songs I used by Nicki Minaj :
Moment 4 Life
Va Va Voom
Pound The Alarm
Turn Me On
Songs I used by Ashley Tisdale :
We'll Be Together
How Do You Love Someone ?
It's Alright, It's Okay
Not Like That
Be Good To Me
Songs I used by Beyoncé :
Drunk In Love
Love On Top
Best Thing I Ever Had
Songs I used by Avril Lavigne :
My Happy Ending
What The Hell
I Love You
Here's To Never Growing Up
The Best Damn Thing
Songs I used by Mariah Carey :
When I Saw You
We Belong Together
When You Believe
All I Want For Christmas Is You
Songs used by Jennifer Lopez :
On The Floor
Charge Me Up
Wrong When You're Gone
Follow The Leader
Songs I used by Carly Rae Jepsen :
Call Me Maybe
Your Heart's A Muscle
Making Most Of The Night
Let's Get Lost
Tonight I'm Getting Over You
Run Away With Me
Never Get To Hold You
When I Needed You
I Didn't Just Come Here To Dance
I Really Like You
Songs I used by P!nk :
Get The Party Started
Raise Your Glass
Just Give Me A Reason
Songs I used by The Weeknd :
Can't Feel My Face
I Feel It Coming
Songs I used by Lady Gaga :
Born This Way
Dancin' In Circles
Heavy Metal Lover
You And I
Just Another Day
The Edge Of Glory
Marry The Night
Eh,Eh (Nothing Else I Can Say)
I Want Your Love
Songs I used by Lindsay Lohan :
A Beautiful Life (Bella Vita)
To Know Your Name
Very Last Moment In Time
Songs I used by Tove Lo :
Songs I used by Charli XCX :
Break The Rules
Songs I used by Rihanna :
This Is What You Came For
Pon De Replay
Who's That Chick ?
Only Girl (In The World)
Don't Stop The Music
Where Have You Been ?
Bitch Better Have My Money
Can't Remember To Forget You
You're The One
What's My Name ?
Songs I used by Britney Spears :
Change Your Mind
Baby One More Time
Oops! I Did It Again
I'm A Slave 4 U
Hold It Against Me
I Wanna Go
Oh La La
I'm Not A Girl,Not Yet A Woman
Scream And Shout
Break The Ice
If You Seek Amy
Born To Make You Happy
From The Bottom Of My Broken Heart
I Will Still Love You
Songs I used by Kesha :
Wherever You Are
Only Wanna Dance With You
Songs I used by Madonna :
Ray Of Light
Like A Virgin
Take A Bow
Like A Prayer
Me Against The Music
Nothing Really Matters
Girl Gone Wild
Papa Don't Preach
B!tch I'm Madonna
Living For Love
Crazy For You
Songs I used by
Songs I used by Adele :
Someone Like You
Rolling In The Deep
When We Were Young
Love In The Dark
Rumor Has It
Songs I used by Hilary Duff :
Breathe In Breathe Out
Someone's Watching Over Me
Hey Now !
Break My Heart
Who's That Girl ?
Songs I used by Demi Lovato :
Give Your Heart A Break
Cool For The Summer
Here We Go Again
You're My Only Short
In Real Life
Yes I Am
Without The Love
Really Don't Care
Made in the USA
World Of Chances
Stop The World
I Hate You, Don't Leave Me
Who's That Boy
Until You're Mine
This Is Me
Brand New Day
Gift Of A Friend
Songs I used by Taylor Swift :
A Place In This World
I'm Only Me When I'm With You
Today Was A Fairytale
Better Than Revenge
I Almost Do
The Best Day
Tell Me Why
Forever And Always
Should've Said No
The Story Of Us
I Wish You Would
All You Had To Do Was Stay
We Are Never Ever Getting Back Together
I Know Places
You're In Love
I Knew You Were Trouble
You Belong With Me
The Way I Loved You
Safe and Sound
Sweeter Than Fiction
Two is better than one
Shake It Off
I'm Only Me When I'm With You
How You Get The Girl
Out Of The Woods
Welcome To New York
Songs I used by Miley Cyrus :
If We Were A Movie
Hands In The Air
We Can't Stop
Can't Be Tamed
I Wanna Know You
My Heart Beats For Love
You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home
I Learned From You
Just Like You
Party In The USA
The Time Of Our Lives
Songs I used by Selena Gomez :
Kill 'Em With Kindness
I Promise You
Save The Day
Come & Get It
Hit The Lights
When The Sun Goes Down
Music Feels Better
Nobody Does It Like You
Like A Champion
The Way I Loved You
We Don't Talk Anymore
I Want You To Know
Songs I used by Sia :
Move Your Body
Songs I used by Christina Aguilera :
Not Myself Tonight
Genie In A Bottle
Can't Hold Us Down
What A Girl Wants
Ain't No Other Man
Come On Over (All I Want Is You)
Feel This Moment
I Turn To You
Songs I used by Natalia Kills :
Break You Hard
Love Is A Suicide
Then I used other songs I'll list later
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Satyricon (1969), also known as Fellini Satyricon, is a weird fantasy drama directed by Federico Fellini. Wiki: "The film is divided into nine episodes, following the scholar Encolpius and his friend Ascyltus as they try to win the heart of the young boy Gitón, whom they both love, within the film's depiction of a surreal and dreamlike Roman landscape and culture."
I didn't watch these movies, but they seem interesting and some of them are well known.
Another Country (1984) is a good movie. Maybe a little bit boring in comparison to the other movies here. It explores homosexuality/homophobia and hypocrisy. Basically, Rupert Everett is a gay guy who is disappointed with society and boys who had sex with boys, but they don't want to label themselves as gay or bi because of the reputation, so they pretend to be straight and are homophobic. My Beautiful Laundrette (1985) is a gorgeous comedy drama that deals with racism, besides homosexuality. Maurice (1987) is a romantic drama in early 20th-century England. It also deals with hypocrisy and homophobia of that time. I won't spoiled anything here, but I loved the twist. Law of Desire (1987) is a movie directed by Pedro Almodovar and that should say a lot. It tells a story about Pablo (a film director), Juan (Pablo's love interest) and Antonio (Antonio Banderas), who is in love with Pablo.
My Own Private Idaho (1991) is an interesting movie directed by Gus Van Sant and starring Keanu Reeves and River Phoenix. I wished it had a happy ending. The Wedding Banquet (1993) was directed by Ang Lee and tells a story about Wai-Tung Gao and Simon, a gay couple whose happinesses is interrupted by Wai-Tung's parents who decide to come to USA from Taiwan and marry him to a girl. Happy Together (1997) is a brilliant and artistic drama directed by Wong Kar Wai and follows two gay characters from China who try to renew their relationship in Argentina.
Presque rien (2000) is a French Belgian drama focused on a holiday romance. Bad Education (2004) is another gay themed movie directed by Pedro Almodovar. It is a drama that focuses on sexual abuse by Catholic priests, transsexuality and drug use. Summer Storm (2004) is a German coming-of-age drama about unrequited love. Brokeback Mountain (2005) is another great movie by Ang Lee. I guess I don't need to say anything about it because it is one of the most iconic gay movies of the 21th century. A Single Man (2009) is a debut movie by Tom Ford. It was based based on the novel of the same name by Christopher Isherwood. Since Tom Ford is a fashion designer, the movie is visually elegant and stylized. It features a fashion model Jon Kortajarena, whose role was small. Jon wants to be an actor, but he sucks at it. Keep the Lights On (2012) is an American drama based on a true story and shows a complicated relationship between Erik ( a filmmaker) and Paul (a lawyer with drug addiction).
While I focused more on movies with romantic note, I enjoyed these ones too. To Wong Foo, Thanks for Everything! Julie Newmar (1995) is "an American comedy film, starring Wesley Snipes, Patrick Swayze, and John Leguizamo as three New York drag queens who embark on a road trip." While The Birdcage (1996) is also a comedy, focused on drag queens, effeminacy, conservative people and other stuff. Madonna's dancer appeared in this movie.
So, after New Year's and my crush telling me how he wants us to just be friends, he has now been low-key flirting with me over snapchat. We are still talking every day, we still want to see each other, I am just so confused. How you gonna kiss me, tell me you want to be friends as you like another guy more and then flirt with me.
I can't complain too much as I do like him and I want him to flirt with me, but I want his whole attention, I don't want to be second best.
CYNDI LAUPER - "SHINE" (2001/2004)
Cyndi Lauper broke out in 1983 with her blockbuster debut She's So Unusual. The album spawned multiple Top 10 hits including the 80s classics "Girls Just Want to Have Fun" and "Time After Time". Her 1986 sophomore album True Colors was not as successful but still managed to have multiple hits including the title track which has become an LGBT anthem in the years since its release. However after her first 2 albums, she experiences a slump in success caused by a mixture of label problems and lack of promotion. Her third album A Night to Remember (or "A Night to Forget" as Cyndi once called it) had mixed responses in sales and critical reception. Her next 2 albums Hat Full of Stars and Sisters of Avalon received very little attention from the mainstream, resulting in poor commercial performance. However, despite the lack of commercial success these albums would show a development in Cyndi's artistry, stripping away the "weird" image of the 80s and showcasing a more mature side of Cyndi. Shine was originally planned to be a dance album, but the style developed in a continuation of these previous 2 albums. However, just like those albums, Shine would have minimal chart success and also suffered a worse fate than those previous 2 albums.
The album was originally supposed to be released in 2001 via Adel records, her first album after finishing her contract with Epic Records. But the album's release was constantly moved back and postponed. Adel records then folded and the album's release was cancelled. Cyndi bought back the tracks from Adel Records and was now effectively an independent musician without a record label. Cyndi put together a 5 track EP with some songs from the album ("Shine", "It's Hard to Be Me", "Madonna Whore", "Water's Edge" and a remix of "Shine") and toured with the EP. Eventually, Cyndi would sign back with Epic, but the full album never had an official release until 2004 and this was only in Japan. There have been no plans to release the full album in any other countries (if you try to search for this album on iTunes or Spotify, you will only find the EP version). This is unfortunate, because I believe that this album is one of Cyndi's very best. It showcases a variety of music styles, more so than any of her other albums. It also could have been a potential comeback album if has the right amount of label support, but of course this was impossible under the circumstances at the time.
In this review, I will give my opinion on each the songs from this album. I will also provide a YouTube link to each track (if I can find it on YouTube).
I know that many people may disagree with this opinion, but the title track is a contender for the best song of Cyndi's discography. It begins with a wonderful string arrangement before drums and vocals are brought in. Cyndi's vocals are powerful and the energy of this song never stops until the very last second. The song lyrically follows the same theme as "True Colors", encouraging the listener to be more confident in themselves. She tells the listener 'I'll stand by you, don't try to push me away' and tells us 'don't be afraid, it will all be OK'. "Shine" is a song that can make you feel better even if you don't feel good, and it takes a special type of song to accomplish that.
02. It's Hard to Be Me
This track sees a return of the 'rockier' 80s Cyndi. The song is about a celebrity who tries to show a different side of their personality but finds this difficult to do because of how they are portrayed in the media, 'If you could see all my depth and complexity, I think you'd agree, It's Hard to Be Me'. The song was supposedly written about Anna Nicole Smith, who tried to buy the song as the theme tune to her reality show but Cyndi declined. I haven't found any confirmation that this was true but it certainly is interesting if Anna Nicole Smith thought this song would be a good way of representing herself on a reality show.
03. Madonna Whore
No, this is not about the Madonna. This is actually about the Madonna-Whore Complex (look it up). This track is slightly slower than the previous song, featuring the use of guitars, drums and flutes. With lines such as 'Every woman's a Madonna, every woman's a whore, you can try and reduce me but I'm so much more', this song has a feminist message which Cyndi has always included in her music since her debut.
04. Wide Open
One of my favourite tracks on this album. The track features a rich instrumentation and brings up the pace of the album after the previous song. Lyrically, the song is about wanting more from life ('Wide Open for anything') and moving away from an unsatisfactory life ('I used to cast out wishes that never came back again').
05. Rather Be With You
This track has a slight Motown-influenced song. Lyrically, the song is about wanting a relationship to return to how it was ('Wish I could make us all brand new') but Cyndi feels that this relationship can be fixed ('I think we'll make it through, 'cause if it's all the same I'd rather be with you'). This track was a grower for me, at first I didn't take much notice of it, but the more I listened to it, the more I liked it.
06. Who Let in the Rain (New Version)
This song originally appeared on the album Hat Full of Stars and for some reason was re-recorded for this album. Usually I am hesitant about song re-recordings but this one works out well. There are only minor differences to the original, but this version sounds more 'modern' than the original. The song fits in this album nicely and this shows the connection in styles between Hat Full of Stars, Sisters of Avalon and Shine. This song follows a similar theme to "Rather Be With You", concerned with troubles within a relationship ('When love gets strong, people get weak, sometimes they lose control and wind up in too deep'). This song is one of my favourite songs from Cyndi's discography and I love both versions of this song.
07. Comfort You
One of the more experimental songs on the album (and also one of my favourites), this song has influences of new wave and electronica and also features some of the best lyrics on the album. The track is essentially about Cyndi wanting to comfort her partner despite the world facing so many problems ('An ocean of humanity, some wash up along the street'). The way Cyndi intertwines the themes of a troubled relationship with the themes of a troubled world is reminiscent of her songwriting style on Hat Full of Stars, especially with songs like 'That's What I Think' and 'Who Let in the Rain'.
One of my favourite songs from the album. This track reminds me of the songs included on Madonna's album Ray of Light (which is my favourite Madonna album too). Like with the previous song, this one of the more experimental moments on the album. Lyrically, the track tells us of a number of conversations that Cyndi has with different people and she comes to the conclusion that our actions will always affect each other ('What comes floating to me, eventually will come floating back to you').
Another very strong track follows from the previous two. This song features a similar instrumentation to "Shine" but with a darker edge. This track tells the story of a young girl from Sicily who has a unhappy marriage when she is older and she wants to escape with a handsome man named Valentino ('Waiting for Valentino, his dark eyes lock on mine').
10. This Kind of Love
One of the slower and stripped down songs on the album. The song is essentially about a relationship that isn't good for either person involved. In my opinion, this one of the weaker tracks on the album, but it's still a good song.
11. Higher Plane
Shine was originally planned to be a dance album, but much of the songs were changed from their original sound. This song is the only track that holds some resemblance to the original sound for this album, but it still manages to fit quite well in the tracklist. The simple lyrics are proof of the intended dance sound for this song ('Make the music and the rhythm carry me away') but this is certainly not a bad thing.
12. Water's Edge
This song is a little sister to "Time After Time" and is every bit as flawless. The song is about reflection, loneliness and wanting to be protected ('I wish you could wrap yourself around me, I am gripped by a loneliness') and it is without a doubt one of her best songs from her 2000's albums.
13. I Miss My Baby (I haven't been able to find a YouTube link for this song)
This song was originally a bonus track for Japan, but since the album didn't get released anywhere else, it's status as a 'bonus track' is irrelevant. This song is the most 'stripped back' on the album, with a simple guitar and drum sound. The song is about someone missing their partner while sleeping in bed alone. Overall, it's a simple but effective track to end the album.
i just got 5 CDs in the mail a couple days ago and i have 3 more on the way
I got BTD in the mail earlier today and the last 2 are coming in on the 17th but they're in separate shipments
i currently have:
- Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman US standard edition (2016)
- Bridgit Mendler - Hello My Name Is... (2012)
- Britney Spears - The Essential (2012)
- Britney Spears - Britney Jean deluxe (2013)
- Britney Spears - GLORY deluxe (2016)
- Ellie Goulding - Lights US edition (2011)
- Ellie Goulding - Halcyon 2013 US repack (2013)
- Evanescence - Fallen reissue (2003) [has an unlisted Band Version of My Immortal at the very end]
- Justin Bieber - Purpose Walmart exclusive (2015)
- Kelly Clarkson - Stronger first pressing (2011)
- Kelly Clarkson - Greatest Hits: Chapter One (2012)
- Kelly Clarkson - Wrapped In Red (2013)
- Kelly Clarkson - Piece By Piece deluxe (2015)
- Kesha - Warrior (2012)
- Lady Gaga - The Fame US edition (2008)
- Lady Gaga - ARTPOP (2013)
- Lana Del Rey - Born To Die deluxe (2012) [the case is a very slim cardboard sleeve ]
- Lana Del Rey - Paradise Target exclusive (2012)
- Marilyn Manson - Antchrist Superstar (1996)
- Marilyn Manson - Mechanical Animals (1998)
- Marilyn Manson - Holy Wood (In The Shadow Of The Valley Of Death) (2000)
- Marilyn Manson - The Golden Age Of Grotesque Japanese deluxe (2003) [the pressing i have doesnt have the bonus limited DVD titled "Doppelherz" ]
- Marilyn Manson - EAT ME, DRINK ME (2007)
- Marilyn Manson - The High End Of Low Japanese deluxe (2009)
- My Chemical Romance - Three Cheers For Sweet Revenge (2004)
- My Chemical Romance - The Black Parade (2006)
- Miley Cyrus - Bangerz deluxe (2013)
- Panic! At The Disco - Death Of A Bachelor (2016)
- Rihanna - Music Of The Sun (2005)
- Selena Gomez - Stars Dance (2013)
- Selena Gomez - For You (2014)
- Selena Gomez & The Scene - Kiss & Tell (2009)
- Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift reissue (2008; originally 2006)
- Taylor Swift - Fearless (2009)
- Taylor Swift - Speak Now Target exclusive (2011)
- Taylor Swift - RED Target exclusive (2012)
- Taylor Swift - 1989 Walmart exclusive (2014) [the "exclusive" content was just a fucking bonus mp3 download card ]
- Tyler Oakley - Binge audiobook (2015) [ik, ik, it doesnt actually count as a CD/album but its an audiobook on 7 CDs so i personally count it]
on the way:
- Marilyn Manson - Portrait Of An American Family (1994)
- Marilyn Manson - Smells Like Children (1995) [its actually an EP but it has 15 tracks, not including a hidden untitled track; which is just instrumental]
what i want to sell off/get rid of (all on my discogs collection):
- Carrie Underwood/Various Artists - The Sound Of Music (2013)
- Katy Perry - One Of The Boys (2008)
- Katy Perry - Teenage Dream: The Complete Confection (2012) [does not have the white cover, its the original pink cotton candy cloud with blue sky cover]
- Katy Perry - PRISM deluxe (2013) [this has the limited edition digipack casing, but the color is peeling off ]
- Madonna - Music US CD single (2000)
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So, i just finished my list on twitter, which literally took forever. I was afraid i wouldnt finish it due to my cold but i got it done right before new years eve Anyways, with all the hard work i put into it i thought of sharing it on here. Downloading 50 videos from youtube sounds like nothing but finding the time to post them throughout the day and not to overdo it was so difficult personally, I couldnt have done it without the support of my boyfriend.
You can click the link to see the full countdown, but in a nutshell here, here are my choices:
50. Cool Girl - Tove Lo
49. Banana Brain - Die Antwoord
48. Weekend - Louis The Child & Icona Pop
47. Come Up For Air - Skylar Grey
46. Purple Lamborghini - Skrillex & Rick Ross
45. Bestie - Sizzy Rocket
44. Attic - Buttress
43. Tomboy - Princess Nokia
42. Concrete - Crystal Castles
41. Paper Or Plastic - Brooke Candy
40. Perfect Illusion - Lady Gaga
39. Lost Boys - Still Corners
38. Body - Dreezy
37. Guys My Age - Hey Violet
36. Black Beatles - Rae Sremmurd
35. Too Much To Dream - Allie X
34. Mean What I Mean - Alunageorge, Dreezy, Leikeli47
33. Starry - The Weeknd
32. Borders - MIA
31. Kiss It Better - Rihanna
30. Girl Shoots Up School To Promote Her Mixtape - Fellatia Geisha
29. Girlfriend - NAO
28. U Up - Soft Lit
27. Easier Said - Sunflower Bean
26. Dimensions - Computer Magic
25. Sunday Love - Bat For Lashes
24. Big Sis - Sales
23. What’s It Gonna Be - Shura
22. Secrets - Deep Sea Diver
21. Drama - 18+
20. Atari Love Song - Kitty
19. Doomed User - Deftness
18. After The Afterparty - Charli XCX & Lil Yachty
17. Don’t Touch My Hair - Solange
16. Fade - Kanye West
15. Cry - Carly Rae Jepsen
14. Blood In The Cut - K.flay
13. Operator - Lapsley
12. Step Down - Elephant
11. Ch-Ching - Chairlift
10. Lying Too - HOLYCHILD & Tkay Maidza
9. Vivica - Jessy Lanza
8. Destroyer - Phantogram
7. Hallucinate - GL
6. Trampoline Kero Kero Bonito
5. Gemini Feed - Banks
4. Hatefuck - Cruel Youth
3. Crybaby - Abra
2. Atlantis - Bridgit Mendler & Kaiydo
1. This Is What You Came For - Calvin Harris & Rihanna
"I wonder what he/she does when they log off?"
This is a question all of us have asked ourselves at least once, I'm sure. I for one have asked myself this question multiple times, once a day, twice a day, twice a minute! All those times, and more. The lives of those we've encountered on a pop forum, suddenly become interesting. Your friends logs off, and you wonder what they do, and where they go. But you have no way of finding out.
That's where I come in. You see, my natural Winnian psychology allows to experience with others through a computer screen, or in my case a phone screen. I have the unique ability to detach my spirit from my host body, I say host because I have many physical forms. Some of them you may know, Cabbages, celery, apples, they are usually vegetables, but also sometimes fruit. But that is not important.
As I was saying, I can detach my spirit and travel through the Internet modem, Ethernet cable, or wifi signals, and into the room of any member, or person for that matter, imaginable. From there I can then distribute my spirit to various objects, like socks, tvs, carpets, toys. Any object within any usual home. Then I can watch the persons every day routine for as long as I want.
You get to see some really crazy stuff, and somethings more mundane. How they brush their teeth, which shoe they put on first, how many people they text, how many times they've defended the likes of Bjork and Tori Amos. Usual stuff like that. But back to the experience I recently had it showed me somethings about my self. Some things I would have ever known.
I was sitting up in my room, late at night, browsing FOTP, bored and in need of some crazy cool excitement. When I received a notification, "Liam mentioned you in a topic". The usual of course, lesser known members always mention legends like me in their threads, so they become a hit. But something about that notification sparked my interest. I knew what I wanted and needed to do. Use my Winnian power to investigate Liam's life.
For months I had made fun of Liam for being on the site for 6 years plus, and making disgusting jokes about Anne's Frank, and being a general hermit and nuisance to this forum, and he deserves to be banned. But unfortunately, Oinka wouldn't do that. But I digress.
So I did what you expect, I used transcendence ability to slither my way through Liam's wifi connection, all the way to Australia, or wherever he lives. I don't remember specifications regarding the unspecified.
It took my quite a long time, the connection was maybe "1mps". Dangerously slow, slower than Anti's ticket sales. But what could I expect from a 3rd world country, like Austria. I was surprised he even had wifi. When I finally arrived to his computer screen, I was shocked. His room looked just like I thought.
A dump, half-empty Coke bottles littered the ground, the stench of some strange odor lingered overhead, the Hershey's chocolate wrappers lay scattered strategically on the ground like Lilly pads, they were used, I presume, to avoid direct contact with the various different mutations of mold that grew like weeds on the carpet. Synthetic wool carpet, at that. My personal carpets are Sheeps wool, straight from Switzerland, I was shocked and worried. Those synthetic bristles must have felt torturous on the feet, but I digress.
I detached from the computer screen, the air burnt my eyes, so painful. I turned my head left to see a window, the lock knob rusted shut, this room obviously hadn't been aired out in years. That I knew for sure. I took form in a nearby lamp-post, presumably bought from some Australian Walmart imitation, for $1.39, and waited for Liam assume his rightful position as head of the computer screen.
I waited for what felt like a eternity, during that time I was able to make out the various scents that inhabited his room, lilac, rose, and other flowers. Disgusting scents to me, must be heaven to him though. I looked to the ground and saw that the wrappers and trash had disappeared, what lay underneath was a pristine whit carpet, devoid of a single stain. The brightness of it burned my eyes, a startling and attention seeking white color. His Window seek didn't miss my second inspection either, now a vibrant yellow painted with lovely acrylic. Yellow is a ugly color to me, but I digress.
Then a sound, the sound of a knob turning. Liam entered the room, and laid his jacket and house keys down on his neatly made bed. The sheets tucked tightly beneath the mistress and bed frame, that kind of tideness would drive me insane, but luckily this wasn't my room. He walked over to his laptop, a 16 inch Gold MacBook Pro, my trusty Microsoft desktop was a step above that over-priced mess.
He opened the "Safari" icon, and typed into Google, "Fotpforums.com". He logged on and browsed for a while, but then logged off after a hour. "YAWN!!", I thought to myself. I waited all this time for him to come home, and he barely stays logged on for a hour. What a snooze fest.
I detached myself from the IKEA lamp, and used rode my wifi signals back to my room, it took much longer to get back, than to get there. Which was weird to me. I materialized onto my Kindle Fire HD, that laid untouched in my closet, along with the rest of the junk in there. I hopped and resumed my usual physical form.
I played a quick little game of hopscotch with the few wrappers that laid scattered strategically across my carpet, which was a dastardly green and white lava, that what's I like to call it. I sat down quickly at my computer and to my surprise it was still on. Guess I had never turned it off.
I typed into Google, "fotpforums.com", auto-suggestion finish for me as soon as I got to "fo". Thank god for technology right!? I pressed search and was brought directly to the home-page. The notification icon lit by "6 new notifications". I didn't even have to log in. And that's when it hit me.
I hadn't logged in since January.
1st Single - Exhale
Released: October 24, 2016
2nd Single - Candy
Released: October 31st, 2016
3rd Single - Take Your Time
Released: November 6th, 2016
3rd Studio Album - mariah.
Released: November 13th, 2016
4th Single - i DO (feat. Janet Jackson)
Released: November 20th, 2016
5th Single - Used To Be Mine
Released: November 29th, 2016
Album Re-release: SUPERSTAR
Released: November 30th
6th Single - Rock With Me
Released: December 9th
Live Album: Mariah LIVE!
Released: November 5th, 2016
DVD: Mariah LIVE!
Released: November 5th 2016
Feature: Ariana Grande ft. Mariah Carey - Don't Need Nobody
Released: November 12th, 2016 by my girl @Hannah. <3
Holiday Single - Santa Claus Is Comin' To Town
Released: November 25th, 2016
Thank you to everyone who voted for me in the charts. Thanks to all the judges and players. Thank you. xx
Welcome ladies and gentleladies!
The music that I'm about to list is not from this month (or not specifically!), this is just the music I bopped to the entire month.
Let's start with the album recommendations, shall we!
Let's me self-promote a bit and recommend you my fanmade "Dangerous Woman" rework, aka "Dangerous Woman: Reloaded." An album full of edits, got rid of some features that I annoyed the pissing fuck out of me and other shite that you will hear when you listen to the album.
Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman: Reloaded
#LucaRecommends: Touch It, Thinking Bout You, Forever Boy, Moonlight & Sometimes
#LucaDoesNotRecommend: Greedy 4 Love, Side To Side, Everyday & Let Me Love You
If anyone needs a DL link, PM me!
Moving on to the second album, y'all might not read/listen to this, BUT I am 100% certain you will tear up listening to this soundtrack!
The Track Team - Avatar: The Last Airbender (OST)
An unofficial soundtrack due Nickelodeon being a dick and not putting it out managed to be one of the most illegally downloaded soundtrack albums so far.
Showing nothing but eastern sounds (tsungi horn for example) that makes you think about loved ones, anger, your life, what's good and what's not.
If you are an emotional person, like me, you will enjoy this thing even if you aren't an Avatar stan.
#LucaRecommends: The Two Lovers, Peace, Panda Lily, Last Agni Kai/The Phoenix King
#LucaDoesNotRecommend: Scarf Dance
Third and final album recommendation I have for you, is the good sis Foxes who's career hasn't been all too well.
Even though her last album was cute, she can't top her debut! From bops like Let Go For Tonight & Holding On To Heaven to Youth & The Unknown.
Foxes is truly underrated, iCarly Jepsen could never!
Foxes - Glorious (Deluxe Version)
#LucaRecommends: Youth, Talking To Ghosts, Let Go For Tonight, Night Glo
#LucaDoesNotRecommend: Home, Night Owls Early Birds
If you need a DL, PM me!
#LucaLISTS: 10 December Faves!
1.) Lana Del Rey - Radio
2.) Birdy - Skinny Love
3.) ZAYN & Taylor Swift - I Don't Wanna Live Forever
4.) Oh Wonder - White Blood
5.) Dua Lipa - Blow Your Mind (Mwah)
6.) Troye Sivan - EASE (feat. Broods)
7.) Beyoncé - All Night
8.) Ariana Grande - Have Yourself a Merry Little Christmas
9.) Olivia O'Brien - hate u love u
10.) Oh Wonder - Without You
I was bored. Forgive me, happy holidays theaux.
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Hi! Welcome to my "Top 10 Albums of 2016" blog! In light on this year reaching an end and inspired by the multiple countdowns that other members have done in the forum, I decided to do one myself. This year has been pretty good to me in terms of music as I've liked a lot of releases, as well as found a lot of new stuff! Now if you know me you know that I like Korean and Japanese music, and yes, of course, there's albums of the language in this countdown. You can also probably guess my #1 correctly since I've been pretty vocal about it. You might find something new in this list that you like! Anyway, starting from #10 and going upwards...
SHINee are one of the staple groups in K-Pop, they're essential to anyone's experience in the genre and my favorite boy group ever! 1 and 1 features a variety of genres that together make up this great album; from House, to 90's Jack Swing, the album has many many gems in it. The album is a really nice collection of good vocals and production working together. It serves you bops, midtempos, (amazing) ballads.
#HyuntySTANS: SHIFT, Tell Me What To Do, Feel Good
Perfume are a techno inspired J-Pop trio, and one of my favorite artists ever. They're definitely not everyone's cup of tea, being such a heavy electronic group that features autotune, vocaloid, high-pitched voices, etc, but being a big electronic fan, that's really what makes me love them so much. COSMIC EXPLORER was preceded by many singles released prior to the album, but most of these were reworked into new versions that in some cases is for the better, and others, for the worst. Either way, the album does a great job at mixing today's EDM trends while still keeping it loyal to their sound.
#HyuntySTANS: STORY, FLASH, Cosmic Explorer, Pick Me Up
I was never a JoJo stan, hell I had never listened to a song by her previously to listening to Mad Love., but I was immediately impressed. This is a fantastic comeback album, you can feel the passion she has for music in many of the songs included here. Her vocals are absolutely fantastic - especially on the ballads Music. and I Am., whew - the production is done just right. Bops, mid-tempos, ballads, this album is a ride of emotions that I love to experience!
#HyuntySTANS: Honest., Vibe., High Heels., Good Thing.
LEMONADE, the iconic album/movie that shook the world! I could spend a while talking about how amazing the visual part of the album is, but we're talking about the music here so I'll leave that for another time! The album ranges from many, many genres yet manages to stay as a cohesive body of work. The production, the vocals, the lyrics, the theme, the concept, it's all perfectly executed and it's why this is Beyoncé best album ever.
#HyuntySTANS: 6 Inch, Freedom, Daddy Lessons, Hold Up
Big shoutout to @blankdreams. for introducing me to this album indirectly via Popfection! This album is seriously an electropop masterpiece, I'm still as amazed as I was the first day I listened to it, and I still love it as much as I did then. The album's production is insane and just massive, seriously praise Joel Little for the amazing work. It's an experience to listen to, let me tell you, especially when you get to the title track which closes the album, whew! Georgia's voice is so interesting and it shines in this album. Plus, the Tove feature is seriously an amazing moment.
#HyuntySTANS: Conscious, Free, Are You Home, Hold The Line, Recovery, Freak of Nature
I discovered DEAN not too long ago, and I'm very very glad I did! He's a South Korean alternative R&B artist who released his debut ep "130 Mood: TRBL" earlier this year. With just 6 tracks (and an outro) the album sets a moody ambient from the beginning, with a set of mid-tempos following through. The production (done by himself) is so on point, his vocals are so so smooth, the melodies are really lovely throughout the entire thing, and it all mixes together in this amazing record where every single track is a highlight. I highly recommend you listen to this, you won't regret it. He's almost a Korean The Weeknd, if that gives you any motive to listen to him!
#HyuntySTANS: 21, D (Half Moon), Pour Up
I found out about BANKS with Gemini Feed, and I was definitely interested from that point and on. The Altar did not disappoint from the excitement I had built up from before, it exceeded my expectations. I love the dark tone her music has, even in the more upbeat moments of the album. Actually I wanna point out how FLAWLESS the transition from Mother Earth to Weaker Girl is, easily one of the best moments of the album, I love that too much. Her lyrics are flawfree, the production slays. She really did that with this album.
#HyuntySTANS: Trainwreck, Gemini Feed, 27 Hours, To The Hilt
Barely a month has passed yet this album found its way into my Top 3 of the year, truly a flawless album. The album keeps his signature dark and moody R&B vibe, but it's evolved, Starboy definitely borrows more pop, electronic and house influences compared to his previous albums, and I'm a huge fan of this. The Daft Punk features really take each of those songs to a new level, and the fact that they're the opener and closer of the album is just a really nice touch.
#HyuntySTANS: Rockin', Secrets, False Alarm, A Lonely Night, Love To Lay
Pop perfection at its finest! This is the album that solidified me as an Ariana stan, it's just too damn good. Even though this is always said when talking about it, praise the lord for Focus' backlash that made her change the album's direction! The title track came through and left everyone shook, myself included. Then the rest of the album was just sent from the Pop Gods themselves. It has one of the best songs of this year, the hit that got away, Into You! By the way, Forever Boy > Knew Better
#HyuntySTANS: Into You, Touch It, Greedy, Thinking Bout You, Side to Side
Talented, brilliant, incredible, amazing, show stopping, spectacular, never the same, totally unique, completely not ever been done before, unafraid to reference or not reference, put it in a blender, shit on it, vomit on it, eat it, give birth to it. I really cannot put my love for this album into words, she really left me bald. I'm a huge fan of electronic music - as I've previously stated - and this album being so House-heavy was just a gift. Every single song is fucking perfect, even the interludes! The album is short but that's compensated by the fact that every song is pure perfection. I cannot wait to see what the second volume will sound like, but I'm sure it'll be just as flawless as this one.
#HyuntySTANS: Lady Wood, True Disaster, Vibes, Flashes, Keep It Simple
Hope you enjoyed my rambling, and that you might've found something new to listen to!
I had a busy and tubulent year, q1 and q2 were PRISM levels of success and moderation but q3 was a mess! literally my artpop or bionic(these are terms of endearment not drags if anyone tries it) I think I almost lost everything in q3, but I bounced back and I promise myself to rise from now on. q4 is shaping up to be 1989-ish or Beauty Behind The Madness. Revamped everything but not too much. I'm mostly looking forward to my Christmas break. This is a first for me, cause it's an entire week. I didnt know a 5 day Christmas break exists.
cant wait to play FFXV and Watch Dogs 2
Waking up to cinnamon and ham
The upcoming family and social gatherings
I'm all geared up for the holiday clapbacks, my family aint safe!
I deserve my break, all of it.
I know I love boys since 8 years but in the last couple of days I think about girls. It sounds dump but I think maybe I turn into a Bisexual person.
I had a 3 days relationship with a Girl 7 years ago and it was the worst thing ever! I felt it was wrong to do that. Since this expirience I knew I LOVE BOYS!
My love life is pure trouble, I mean I fell in love and my heart got broken every time. In 2012 I created an account on a Gay Forum/Community.
I only chatted with guys and 1 year later I met someone from the Forum. We had a blowjob date. It was horrible. Maybe it wasn't the right time or I was depressed at that time.
The last 2 years I did more of those things. I was never happy after it. It could be that I was really depressed and hurt from other boys in my school.
I felt like I got colder and colder to these kind of things (especially falling in love with boys). I wanted to be single and I wanted to be happy with it but I was not.
I don't want to blame it all on my depression, maybe now I think that I should left this road and see if there's something on the other side of the sea.
I watched a Lesbian porn and I came and it turned me on I was like "am I Bisexual now?". I found Vaginas never attractive but it made my penis hard.
I thought about kissing a girl too and it wasn't that bad as I thought. I thought about having sex with a girl but what if I couldn't get hard. That would be so embarrassing.
My question is am I still gay or am I bisexual?
Hello everybody, and welcome back to #TeaOfTheDay
We're already in day 3, ratings are good (not really, but still)
So onto today's tea, yesterday i promised to talk about one of Gaga's albums, and i'm going to talk about HA best album HA magnum opus HA album that she will never beat in terms of excellence, visuals, singles & longevity, i'm talking about The Fame: Monster.
On today's hot tea, i'm going to give the reasons on why this album is her best.
It features Bad Romance, her arguably most iconic song with her best music video to date. It's diamond certified in the US despite peaking at #2 (Damn Kesha )
This album features two of her three #1 songs, Just Dance (which was originally released in the fame but whatevs) and Poker Face (which was also released in the fame...but eh), who's also diamond certified
And last but NOT least, it features S U M M E R B O Y ha MOST UNDERRATED SONG FROM A L L T I M E.
And with that ladies, i conclude this day, hope you enjoyed the Tea!
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So the other day I was in the room with my mother when she brings up how she's glad that the "Gorilla Face" won't be in the white house anymore so I asked who this "Gorilla face" was and she says "Michelle (Obama) of course!"
So then I ask her "Isn't that kinda racist?" Then she says "no it's just Michelle that has a Gorilla face"
So I call her out and ask why it wouldn't still be racist if you said it to a regular black person then she says "Black people aren't gorilla face's if they're hard-working and put effort into their work unlike Michelle not everything is racist Henry!"
I think a few months back when she was acting racist she said "I'm not racist because I like a lot of black people like Morgan Freeman & Michael Jackson and...."
S T O P
I've been really angry since Black Beatles went number one, but there was a point where it went from "this song is bad" to "I'm extremely angry and really upset about this". That point was when I saw this
Then it hit me. I watch men get praised constantly, for some reason this year especially, for having songs that degrade women, songs about mistreating women, because the artist happens to be a minority. Many songs that have reached the top 40 and top 10 this year by black men have had countless lyrics about mistreating women, cheating on women with women who are also in relationships, etc. These things for some reason didn't bother me as much until recently.
When Closer went number 1, people complained. No, the song is not amazing, but people complained because it was Halsey. I saw no one celebrate the fact that there was a queer woman on the top of the charts. I saw no one celebrate the fact that there was a black woman on top of the charts. Someone tell me, I'm genuinely curious and can't find it in a Google search, when's the last time an openly gay or bi woman had a number 1 song? I couldn't find anything.
Songs with awful degrading comments about women get praised constantly yet Halsey gets dragged to the pits for...being a little annoying sometimes? Being "extra"? Yeah annoying people are SO MUCH WORSE than someone who constantly puts down a group of people and talks about treating them badly.
From this point forward, I fully embrace Halsey and her appearance in popular culture. Her success as a bisexual and biracial woman on the pop charts should not be undermined in a world where the success of men who degrade women gets celebrated. I no longer stand for the celebration of men who who popularize the mistreatment of women. Halsey is the only queer person, let alone woman, to have a number one single this year. I am celebrating and I believe more people should be. The song may be about a hetero relationship and she may be "white passing" but that doesn't take away the fact that a queer, black woman is on the longest running number 1 of the year.
That's all I have to say.
But seriously, if someone could tell me the last gay woman to have a number 1 single and the last bi woman to have a number one single, that would be fantastic because I honestly can't find it.
After overwhelmingly good reviews from critics of the first episode of Phan's Phavorite .GIFs, the network has decided to bring it back for a new special! Today, I'm showing you some of my Phavorites, from Episode 1 and the upcoming Episode 2, but now in Emoticon form! This is the perfect 25-piece collection for any gay on the go! Full list below:
Thank you, for visiting the Grand Hall of Phanniemotes.
As always, stay gay, xoxo Babydoll Phan.