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  1. ~ Diary of an Otaku ~

    Finally I'm back with another Diary entry for my Otaky needs. I still have an endless list of Animes I want to watch, and also an equally long list of Manga I want to read.
    Now, on the latter I was definitely procrastinating hard, because my local library doesn't have any manga to lend out, which sucks. But thankfully, I found a great online source where I can read them, so I can get started on that as well. 

    And definitely during this time of year, I'll have more time to devote attention to my hobbies. lol1 

    I'll start with the Anime I'll be watching.


    ¤ Tsuki ga Kirei ¤


    Kotarou Azumi and Akane Mizuno became third year students at junior high school and are classmates for the first time. These two, along with fellow classmates, Chinatsu Nishio and Takumi Hira, relate to their peers through mutual understandings and feelings. As their final year at junior high school progresses, the group overcome their challenges to mature and become aware of changes in themselves.


    ¤ Clione no Akari ¤

    Finally! This is one I've really been looking forward to, even though it seems to be getting bad ratings, I don't really care until I've seen something for myself. And honestly, a lot of people are saying Attack on Titan is overrated, well, I never let that stop me either. 


    The story centers around an illness-stricken, constantly bullied orphan girl named Minori. After one rainy day, she doesn't turn up at school, having been admitted into a hospital in a distant town. Two months pass, and the girl's two school friends, Takashi and Kyōko, receive a mysterious email with no sender listed. The email reveals a summer festival taking place at a nearby town ....



    ¤ Shuumatsu Nani Shitemasu ka? Isogashii Desu ka? Sukutte Moratte Ii Desu ka? /
    WorldEnd: What do you do at the end of the world? Are you busy? Will you save us? ¤


    Five hundred years have passed since the humans went extinct at the hands of the fearsome and mysterious 'Beasts'. The surviving races now make their homes up on floating islands in the sky, out of reach of all but the most mobile of Beasts. Only a small group of young girls, the Fairies, can wield the ancient weapons needed to fend off invasions from these creatures. Into the girls’ unstable and fleeting lives, where a call to certain death could come at any moment, enters an unlikely character: a young man who lost everything in his final battle five hundred years ago, the last living human awakened from a long, icy slumber. Unable to fight any longer, Willem becomes the father that the girls never had, caring for and nurturing them even as he struggles to come to terms with his new life, in which he feels the pain of helplessly waiting for his loved ones to return home from battle that his 'Daughter' once felt for him so long ago. Together, Willem and the girls gradually come to understand what family means and what is truly worth protecting.



    ¤ The Royal Tutor¤


    Accepting the post of Royal Tutor at the court of the king of Grannzreich, Heine Wittgenstein is a little professor with a big job ahead! Each of the kingdom's four princes has a rather distinct personality. Does their diminutive new instructor have what it takes to lay down some learning? It's a comedy of educational proportions! 


    Off to the Manga I'll be trying out!


    Bokura Wa Minna Kawaisou


    Bokutachi wa benkyou ga dekinai


    Is it wrong to try to pick up girls in a dungeon?


    Hope to update this again soon! :D 

    As always, leave any recommendations, and if wished to be removed from the taglist, let me know.

  2. 100. TerrorVision

    99. House

    98. Rawhead Rex

    97. Critters

    96. The Toxic Avenger

    95. Dreamscape

    94. Night of the Demons

    93. Time Bandits

    92. Spacehunter: Adventures in the Forbidden Zone

    91. Leviathan

    90. Peggy Sue Got Married

    89. Enemy Mine

    88. Near Dark

    87. The Dead Zone

    86. The Dark Crystal

    85. The Last Starfighter

    84. TRON

    83. Robot Jox

    82. Excalibur

    81. Akira

    80. Willow

    79. Scanners

    78. *batteries not included

    77. The Secret of NIMH

    76. Friday the 13th: The Final Chapter

    75. Blade Runner

    74. Basket Case

    73. A Nightmare on Elm Street 4: The Dream Master

    72. Killer Klowns from Outer Space

    71. E.T. the Extra-Terrestrial

    70. From Beyond

    69. Videodrome

    68. Night of the Comet

    67. Star Trek III: The Search for Spock

    66. Christine

    65. Flight of the Navigator

    64. Somewhere in Time

    63. Dragonslayer

    62. The Witches of Eastwick

    61. Flash Gordon

    60. Sleepaway Camp

    59. Brazil

    58. The Entity

    57. Superman II

    56. Alligator

    55. The Adventures of Buckaroo Banzai Across the 8th Dimension

    54. Repo Man

    53. A Nightmare on Elm Street

    52. The Terminator

    51. The Company of Wolves

    50. Explorers

    49. The Lost Boys

    48. Pumpkinhead

    47. Mad Max 2: The Road Warrior

    46. Altered States

    45. The Little Mermaid

    44. The Return of the Living Dead

    43. Labyrinth

    42. Poltergeist

    41. Creepshow

    40. Star Trek IV: The Voyage Home

    39. Little Shop of Horrors

    38. Re-Animator

    37. Fright Night

    36. Clash of the Titans

    35. A Nightmare on Elm Street 3: Dream Warriors

    34. The Blob

    33. The Adventures of Baron Munchausen

    32. Return to Oz

    31. The Shining

    30. Ghostbusters II

    29. Society

    28. The Howling

    27. Star Trek II: The Wrath of Khan

    26. The Princess Bride

    25. Friday the 13th Part VI: Jason Lives

    24. Legend

    23. Predator

    21. Escape from New York

    20. Back to the Future Part II

    19. The Monster Squad

    18. Aliens

    17. The NeverEnding Story

    16. Hellraiser

    15. An American Werewolf in London

    14. Innerspace

    13. Star Wars: Episode VI - Return of the Jedi

    12. They Live

    11. Day of the Dead

    10. Ghostbusters

    9. The Fly

    8. Big Trouble in Little China

    7. Who Framed Roger Rabbit

    6. Star Wars: Episode V - The Empire Strikes Back

    5. Beetlejuice

    4. Evil Dead II

    3. RoboCop

    2. Back to the Future

    1. The Thing

  3. As many of you might already know, via various tabloid reports that me and @Hylia's relationship has been rocky. Reports saying that we are living apart, our kids are emotional disturbed and we hate eachother. I just want to say that this is false. My love for Hylia and our three kids (Mariah, Tori and Sylk Jr.) is unending, unconditional and unadulterated. But I must also say this, my love life over the past few weeks has been a whirlwind and I want to address some rumours and set things straight, because you, my fans, deserve that. Firstly, me and @Vulnicura. are not dating. I know about the reports of us being spotted together at multiple events and places. Vulni has been very close to me during these tumultuous times so I spend alot of time with him seeking emotional comfort, he has been the bestest friend I've ever had.

    Next, yes @Javi did re-enter my life once again. He arrived at my doorstep come December 1st, boombox in hand playing my fav Christmas song (Christmas Time Is In The Air Again) with a ring in another. I am saddened to say that I had to reject him for the 8th time. Saddened because he's a great guy and when we make love there's so much fire and passion, however I just feel like we're both not ready for eachother yet.

    After Javi left, I started getting text messages from a stranger number, I was annoyed to the point where I called the number to tell them off and to my surprise it was none other than my ex @Aidan. begging to take him back. I must say I was a bit shocked, how is it that flames reignite in the December snow? Aidan was hysterical, threatening to break his Fever vinyl if I didn't change my relationship status on facebook to 'in a relationship with Aidan'. I must admit, I was fearful but thankfully I was able to pretend THE line was cutting out and hung up. Then i blocked hiS number. It broke my heart, but I will never forget how he broke mine first. 

    Next morning, I wake up and smell something, this is a smell I've smelt before yes, the woody scent of the forest with hints of sweet notes like honey, Winnie the pooh was here. I had forgotten to change my locks and I knew he had a key. He went by @NicoleRichiePurpleHair.jpg now. "Hey, babe! Just making you breakfast" he said as I entered the kitchen. He looked so different yet so familiar, I could not remember why we broke up. I wanted to call security but I decided to wait until I tried some of his pancakes, he made the best pancakes. I didn't say a word, sat down, he came around me and plopped a plate of hot cakes in my view, fluffy and shiny stacked on top of eachother, leaning like the tower of pisa. Being forced into submission by droplets of thick honey and a slab of butter oozing from the sides. I picked up my spork, and went in. Before the sliced cake touched my lips, I had relived our entire relationship in a flash of seconds. I remember now, I broke up with him because he's a fattie. A bear's appetite is far greater than a humans. Determined to stay skinny, I dropped the plate of cakes in the garbage and phoned security. 

    to be continued... 

  4. Have you ever felt like something's wrong with you? As if you're not good enough? Do you ever think that other people are better than you because there are things that they can do that you can't? I feel like that everyday. I feel that I don't really have the same mind set as anyone else, like I can't do anything right. I'm not smart, I probably don't know how to solve problems by myself. It's like I'm unable to do anything. But I'm not in a wheel chair so I can walk, I have hands and arms to reach and grab things. But that's not the issue, the issue is my mentality. I wish I was like other people who knows how to work hard and think straight. I don't know why God even punished me like this I don't like the way I am, I never asked to be born, why do I feel like I don't belong or that I'm a waste of space? Sometimes I'll have nights where I cry, feeling sorry for myself and that I'm not good enough for anyone or that I'm too much. I don't know why I have people who care about me (friends, family etc) when all I do is cause trouble or push them away. I was trying to escape from home, not caring if I die in the streets because all I wanted to do was not exist anymore. I would always have thoughts of self-harming because all I wanted to do was feel pain, and the more I cause harm to myself maybe eventually I'll lay on the floor not being able to feel pain anymore. I don't want anyone to feel bad for me because I'm no one to have a pity party. To be honest, I'm not super open about how I feel so telling you guys these things really help me. Thank you for reading I know I don't come often because of so many things I'm dealing with but as always stay in tune with my blogs you guys know I enjoy you reading them and giving them likes. You guys are my little pumpkin patch and i love you! 

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    I’m disgusted 

    fuck isis 

    these cunts who take the religion of Islam which is supossed to be about equality and peace then twist it and interpret it into whatever suits their motives and goals using it to promote fear and scare everyone 

    making the phrase “Allahu Akbar” god is great , a word of fear when it’s not supossed to be 

    I’m sick of ignorant fucks not even spending a few minutes of research and just saying “ MOSLEMS ARE BARBARIC ISLAM IS BARBARIC ERADICATE ALL MOSLEMS “ not even realizing that isis is bombing mosques and mainly invading MUSLIM populated countries 

    I’m sick of Isis making islam look like a barbaric religion , killing innocents and destroying countries like Syria 

    you don’t see people putting #pray4syria? Or talking about it in news or Iraq they don’t give a shit all they’ll do is ignore it While isis is killing millions news channels are busy reporting on what trump fucking ate for dinner because that’s way more important 

    i saw a disgusting video of this son of a bitch saying he’s gonna blow his daughters up while he’s SMILING and HUGGING them 

    i felt like throwing up how could someone be so fucking cruel and disgusting to do that 

    these cunts are ruining millions of people’s lives 

    yet no ones doing shit about it 

    USA doesn’t give a fuck 

    Saudi Arabia doesn’t give a fuck 

    the list goes on 

    perhaps instead of saying “ Pokémon is a distraction from the Jews!!!!! “ , “ fidget spinners are satanic !!!! “ or posting pics of obviously photoshopped pictures and being like WOW LOOK AT GODS CREATIONS 

    maybe these idiots can do something useful and condemn these disgusting pieces of shit 

    its like you’re a person and you have a tiny scratch and a giant wound bleeding 

    what you do is over exaggerate over the scratch and let your wound keep bleeding 

    people are so fucked up 

    fuck this , fuck isis and fuck society 

  6. Now, before it's time to ring out my favorite 2017 albums/songs/etc. (ones that were released in 2017, didn't exist before 2017, yada yada) I want to do something different. My favorite DISCOVERIES of 2017 - that is, my favorite albums and songs that existed before 2017 but that I didn't discover until 2017. So, here we go!

    Albums (NO ORDER because orders are annoying):

    • Kehlani - Cloud 19 (I know it's technically an EP but so what)
    • Kehlani - You Should Be Here
    • Bjork - Homogenic
    • Bjork - Post
    • Tori Amos - Scarlet's Walk
    • Tori Amos - Boys For Pele
    • Tori Amos - American Doll Posse
    • Tori Amos - To Venus And Back
    • Tori Amos - Midwinter Graces
    • Tori Amos - Night Of Hunters

    Songs (see previous):

    • Kehlani - First Position
    • Chr*s Br*wn - Party (feat. Gucci Mane & Usher)
    • Bjork - Army Of Me
    • Bjork - It's Oh So Quiet
    • Tori Amos - Mary Jane
    • Tori Amos - Mrs. Jesus
    • Tori Amos - I Can't See New York
    • Tori Amos - Teenage Hustling
    • Kehlani - Act A Fool (feat. IAMSU!)
    • Kehlani - FWU
    • Kehlani - Alive (feat. Coucheron)
    • Bjork - There's More To Life Than This
    • Bjork - You've Been Flirting Again
    • Bjork - Venus As A Boy
    • Bjork - Big Time Sinsuality
    • Tori Amos - Professional Widow
    • Tori Amos - Muhammed My Friend
    • Tori Amos - Snow Angel
    • Tori Amos - Wild Way


    I knew about Tori Amos before 2017. I had listened to her albums Little Earthquakes and From The Choirgirl Hotel, which are two of my favorite albums... ever. But thanks to @Hylia and @Vulnicura. I dove into the rest of her discography. I still have yet to listen to Gold Dust or Strange Little Girls, but I've listened to every single one of her other studio albums now, and last night we listened to her Christmas album too (thanks @Aidan. for that thread).

    I also knew about Bjork before 2017. Back when Spotify was first starting out and not at all the giant it is now, I asked my alternative friend for music recs so I could expand my music taste. Amoung others he recommended me Tori Amos, Liz Phair, and Bjork. He recommended me Post and Debut. Well, once again, Spotify wasn't a giant back then YET. So it didn't have Post and Debut - it only had Post Live. I listened to Post Live and I liked it, but not enough to get addicted to it. Fastforward 6 years to now, on FOTP, when those same people mentioned above (Hylia and Vulnicura) strongly hint that I should give her a chance again. So I do. I've so far listened to Post, Debut, and Homogenic, and I've loved every single one. So even though I TECHNICALLY listened to "Post Live" in 2011, I still count "Post" and its songs as a 2017 discovery.

    As for Kehlani, I did NOT know about her before 2017. But thanks to one of my Twitter friends named Anita, as well as @QUINN and Hylia, I dove into her work this year - starting with her album released in January, SweetSexySavage. Obviously that album isn't on this list because it came out in 2017, BUT I also dove into Cloud 19 and You Should Be Here (her two pre-2017 mixtapes). And I am so glad I did. And then as you all should know by now, I later got to meet her. She is the sweetest girl ever and I'm so glad I discovered her in 2017. :)


    Favorite albums/songs/etc. that were released in 2017 will be made in a separate blog post, probably in a few weeks.

  7. spent the past week face plastered to laptop, living off asparthame coffee creamers and cheeseburgers from mcd that have 4 extra patties and discarding the bread because im to skinny for carbs keeping in mind the meat probably has rats in it but its the only thing i can afford that isnt canned tuna because america etc how are you spice qirls doing 👄

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  9. Now that Thanksgiving is over, I've begun to delve into my collection of seasonal music. I'm not a huge listener of holiday music, but
    I figured I'd write a little something about the albums I turn to around this time of year!




    Mariah CareyMerry Christmas


    Mariah Carey’s 1994 Christmas album has become a classic, cemented into pop culture by the holiday hit “All I Want For Christmas Is You”.
    It is a songI’ve always loved and I enjoy it even more today. It is such a joyous and infectious song, so it isn’t difficult to see why .The album has two
    more original songs, with the ballad “Miss You Most (At Christmas Time)” being another highlight. The rest of the album is made up of covers of
    classics and traditional ‘carols’. The upbeat, dance variation of “Joy to the World” is a personal favorite, and Mariah’s voice was made to sing a song like
    “Christmas (Baby Please Come Home)”. Mariah does the songs justice while adding her own personal flair. She and Walter Afanasieff kept the production
    simple and classic, which adds to the timeless nature of the music. The album slows down a bit at the end, but there is already plenty to enjoy.




    Dolly Parton and Kenny RogersOnce Upon A Christmas


    Alright, before any of you judge me for this, this was the Christmas album for me when I was kid. Even without the nostalgia factor, this album
    is enjoyable to this day – and I actually recommend it to anyone who enjoys holiday music. Even though both of these performers are
    country artists, the album itself has a more traditional Christmas sound. The record is mostly duets between the two, but Dolly and Kenny also
    have a few solo performances as well. Dolly’s medley of “Winter Wonderland/Sleigh Ride” is my favorite version of the classic. It is wonderfully
    pastoral and gives the listener a sense of comfort and calming joy. The album features original material as well. The upbeat, infectious “With Bells On”
    is a particular highlight for me. The title track is a dramatic, haunting tale of the first christmas. It has since become a classic radio holiday hit.
    I understand that this might not be for everyone, but it holds a special place in my heart.




    EnyaAnd Winter Came...


    Now we’re moving away from the traditional “Christmas” tunes and more towards wintery, seasonal music. The New Age artist Enya had
    released a few holiday music before finally releasing a full album dedicated to the season. There are only two covers of traditional classics,
    one of them being a dark rendition of “O Come, O Come Emmanuel”, which is partly sung in Latin; the other being an Irish Gaelic version of
    “Silent Night” – “Oíche Chiúin” – which has become my favorite rendering of the classic. While a good portion of the album is made up of romantic
    ballads that only barely fit with the winter theme, there are three tracks that have come holiday classics for me. “Journey of the Angels” is Enya’s
    version of a Christmas hymn, “White Is in the Winter Night” is a jolly, 20th century style carol, and “One Toy Soldier” is like an inspiring children’s book.
    The title track, a simple piano composition, is a particular highlight for me as well. I applaud Enya for not relying too much on Christmas
    stereotypes and cliches, and gives the listener a unique experience.




    Vince Guaraldi A Charlie Brown Christmas


    As I’ve grown older, I have become less interested in the usual Christmas songs that crowd radio station during the holiday season. This is why
    I really enjoy listening to Vince Guardaldi’s soundtrack for the 1965 cartoon A Charlie Brown Christmas. The entire album is, for the most part,
    instrumental in the piano-jazz variety. It is wonderfully comforting background music and perfect for a cozy day home in next to a fire with the
    snow falling outside. The composition “Linus and Lucy” has become a holiday classic, but also has the appeal of not being inherently Christmasy.
    Renditions of traditional music like “O Tannenbaum” and “What Child Is This” adds a certain familiarity to the music, while original tracks
    like “Christmas Time Is Here” and “Skating” are easy additions to the holiday canon. The album is a must have for the holiday season.




    Kate Bush – 50 Words For Snow


    I wouldn’t really expect someone like Kate Bush to make a straightforward Christmas album, and neither should you. Even though
    she tried her hand at a Christmas song in 1980, she returned to the concept in 2011 with her album 50 Words For Snow. The album doesn’t
    have any semblance of Christmas cheer, however, and instead captures the season of winter in her own, strange fashion. Just like with
    A Charlie Brown Christmas, these songs are mostly piano-driven with hints of jazz elements, which might be a reason why I am drawn to it. The tracks
    are anywhere from seven to thirteen minutes long, making them perfect for moody background music. The opening track “Snowflake”
    features vocals from her young son Bertie, singing from the point of view of a falling snowflake. The track ambles and drifts around wonderfully.
    Every track on the album has hints of darkness to it. “Lake Tahoe” is a ghost story, “Misty” is about a woman who sleeps with a snowman,
    “Wild Man” is a sympathetic look at the Yeti, and the title song is a poetic rambling of made-up words. It’s certainly not a holiday album,
    but I think it’s perfect for Winter; which often isn’t so cheery as Christmas music makes it seem to be.



    Bonus – Other Christmas Songs I Enjoy:

    Last Christmas (Wham!)
    Christmas Wrapping (The Waitresses)
    Santa Baby (Kylie Minogue)
    Christmas Day (She & Him)
    O Holy Night (Celine Dion)
    Step Into Christmas (Elton John)



    Happy Holidays!



  10. in no real order but Into the Light, Piece by Piece and Praying have to be the top three 


    In This Moment - Into the Light

    makes me cry cry9 




    why is this not embedding giveup1 


    Kesha - Blow

    i love the loud vocals toward the end. so much anger giveup1 






    Marilyn Manson - Sweet Dreams (Are Made of This)





    Ariana Grande - One Last Time






    Miley Cyrus - See You Again





    Kelly Clarkson - Piece by Piece

    brit2 cry5giveup1 




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    My life has never been like those that are told and passed down through generations, like the lives that seem to always find a 'happily ever after.' I've seemed to tread through hardship after hardship, bellowing my barks for guidance. Yet, none seemed to find my soul. I've witnessed agony, sheer dread, and utter desolation. Never seen selflessness, pure love, nor absolute satisfaction. I had almost abandoned chasing happiness round and round in circles screaming out in the name of forgiveness, almost reliquished the light that held me on, that so many others christiened "life." But you; you delivered me from the murk and revealed to me the wonders of the universe. I almost gave up. 

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  11. Adele, despite all of her commercial success, awards and critical acclaim, hasnt released much in her career(i know, a shocker)-as a matter fact only 14 singles in total from three albums, a timeline that spans a decade. Here i will rank this icons singles so far, since it is a bit too small to do an entire megarate on. There will be no comments; i will let you guys who read decide whether the list is overall accurate.

    1. Rolling in the Deep

    2. Someone Like You

    3. Hello

    4. Hometown Glory 

    5. Chasing Pavements

    6. When We Were Young

    7. Make You Feel My Love

    8. Set Fire to the Rain

    9. Skyfall

    10. Turning Tables

    11. Send My Love(to Your New Lover)

    12. Water Under the Bridge

    13. Rumour Has It

    14. Cold Shoulder



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    Saved me from myself

    Always kept me well

    Indifferent to my flaws

    Got me through my hell

    Although I never see him

    I wish I could believe him

    When he told me

    We would always be together

    Two peas in a pod

    Together for forever

    Thicker than thieves

    Unaffected by the weather

    Two of a kind

    Birds of a feather

    Saiga, Saiga?

    Where are you?

    Saiga, Saiga?

    Come home boo...

    Saiga, Saiga?

    Where are you? 

    Saiga, Saiga?

    I miss you, oh

    Saiga, Saiga?

    Saiga, Saiga...

    Please come home.

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    Another number 1 for Jon Bellion with 80's Films making this his 5th number one altogether but falling elsewhere on the chart. New artist on the chart scene Shawn Hook is catching up to Jon for domination, debuting at #2 on the Artist Chart with 4 new songs. One of those songs, Never Let Me Let You Go comes in at #2 with 37 plays. Another discovery is Todrick Hallwith with the very catchy song Low with RuPaul.


  14. #RoyaltyListens #22: Taylor Swift - reputation (2017)

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    Wow this picure is big. Bigger then I expected. I hope it doesn't stretch the page. If it does, then I'm sorry. Hi, you guys! O my God I am SO excited to finally be able to listen tot his album with you guys. Actually, this is the first time I'm gonna listen to the album in its full length. I listened it once but didn't pay much attention to all the songs individually. So let's do that now! Are you guys ready?


    1. ...Ready for it? - 10/10
    2. End Game (ft. Future & Ed Sheeran) - 3/10
    3. I Did Something Bad - 10/10
    4. Don't Blame Me - 10/10
    5. Delicate - 9,5/10
    6. Look What You Made Me Do - 10/10
    7. So It Goes... - 8,5/10
    8. Gorgeous - 7,5/10
    9. Getaway Car - 10/10
    10. King Of My Heart - 10/10
    11. Dancing With Our Hands Tied - 10/10
    12. Dress - 6/10
    13. This Is Why We Can't Have Nice Things - 10/10
    14. Call It What You Want - 10/10
    15. New Year's Day - 10/10

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    her eyes twinkle in black and white hnnnnn



    Taylor Swift gay: CONFIRMED



    me gay: CONFIRMED



    she didn't just rob a bank in this outfit, she also stole my heart



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    I hope you all enjoyed my gallery show I just made for you all xoxo TH

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  16. Hello. Little Mewtwonsters 




    A LOT has happened today and there are now THREE trailers we need to discuss as well as other little titbits from the Pokemon website. One of these trailers is in English and two are in Japanese but you really need to view all three of them to have a grip of what's going on. I'll link them below so watch them and then meet me after the jump! 



    Ok, so now that we're done with that. Where do we begin? Usually I'd go through each trailer one-by-one but there is SOOOO much to discuss this time. So instead, I'm going to discuss the main points first and then round off with little things from the website and the individual trailers. So strap yourselves in coz it's time for a journey through an ultra wormhole!




    To the surprise of no-one with half-a-brain that's been updated on #USUM and its leaks, Team Rainbow Rocket is now confirmed. Giovanni is its leader! The team is made up of all teams from the past generations - excluding the Gamecube spin-offs. That's Giovanni, Maxie, Archie, Cyrus, Ghetsis and Lysandre. It also seems like Faba is somehow involved as the seventh member of the rainbow organisation. Giovanni and the other bosses - who allegedly come from universes where they actually completed their objectives - take over Aether Paradise, and after a breaking news segment, it's your job to stop them. Unfortunately for you, these bosses are now super-equipped with a new warehouse of traps, mega evolutions... and legendary Pokemon in their disposal; such as Giovanni using Mega Mewtwo Y.




    Next up, let's look more into depth for Legendary Pokemon themselves. All past Legendary Pokemon - note, not mythicals - are now confirmed to return for Ultra Sun and Moon. Some of these are available in both games without any extra objectives (Mewtwo, Articuno, Zapdos, Moltres, Regice, Regirock, Registeel, Uxie, Azelf, Mesprit, Cresselia, Cobalion, Terrakion, Virizion and Zygarde). Some of these are version exclusive to Ultra Sun (Ho-Oh, Raikou, Groudon, Dialga, Latios, Heatran, Reshiram, Tornadus and Xerneas) or to Ultra Moon (Lugia, Entei, Kyogre, Palkia, Latias, Regigigas, Zekrom, Thundurus and Yveltal), and the remaining legendaries are available in both games but only when you have certain specific version exclusive Pokemon in your party. These ones are Suicune (Raikou and Entei), Rayquaza (Kyogre and Groudon), Giratina (Dialga and Palkia), Landorus (Thundurus and Tornadus) and Kyurem (Reshiram and Zekrom). 




    But how do you find these Pokemon? Simple. You travel on Lunala or Solgaleo through the Ultra Wormhole, and just like the Ultra Beasts' own environments, the legendaries also seem to be found in their own locations reminiscent to that of the original games. It doesn't seem to be a massive environment or a fully-fledge dungeon, but it seems similar to the Ultra Space equivalents that the likes of Pheromosa and Xurkitree are now found in.  As it stands, Lugia, Giratina and Mewtwo have been seen in their own environments. 




    Next, let's have a look at some other old Pokemon that you can get in a new way. These ones aren't really that old; they were established last year in Sun and Moon; Totem Pokemon. That's right, in Ultra Sun and Moon, you can now gain access to these Totem Pokemon. Instead of Zygarde Cells, this year, you are tasked with finding Totem Stickers which are scattered around Alola. And the more of these stickers that you collect, the more Totem Pokemon that you can unlock for use. So far, Gumshoos is available in both games while Lurantis is exclusive to Ultra Sun and Salazzle is exclusive to Ultra Moon. Interestingly, it appeared that Salazzle is no longer a Totem Pokemon in this game as Alolan Marowak is now the Totem at Wela Volcano Park, so either totems from both games are included or some other Pokemon who weren't previously totems will also have totem forms! 




    Now, let's look at something else that people have been asking for, for a very long time; the return of the Battle Factory. While not a direct copy of the Battle Factory, Ultra Sun and Moon have introduced us to a new facility; the Battle Agency. This facility allows you to rent Pokemon and battle in single battle style against opponents. Each player will use three Pokemon. These Pokemon will have pre-determined stats, movesets and items. By battling through the agency, you can battle other unique characters - like Sophocles - and earn rare items - such as gold bottle caps. As you continue battling, you will earn more powerful Pokemon to use and eventually earn a higher grade. In addition, this feature allows - and is encouraged - for multi-player use. By connecting with other agents online, you'll be able to rent even more powerful Pokemon. 




    Now, with the main reveals out of the way, let's look at some of the other changes we've seen so far for Ultra Sun and Moon. Firstly, let's begin with the English trailer. The only other thing here to note is that new Island Scan Pokemon are set to appear. From what we've seen so far, these include Charmander, Grovyle and Greninja! 




    Moving onto the Japanese trailer there's a lot of little things here. We get some new footage of Lusamine dangerously close to an Ultra Wormhole and still looking rather sinister. In the post-game episode, it seems like Team Skull's leader Guzma is helping you against Rainbow Rocket. It also shows a confrontation between the player, Lillie, Guzma, Lusamine and the members of the Ultra Recon Squad at the altar of the Sunne or Moone. Finally, the bottom screen menu in Ultra Sun and Moon looks a lot more exciting than it did in the original releases!




    Ok, so that's all from me for today! It's only fifteen more days until Ultra Sun and Moon releases, and actually, I'm pleased - and surprised - to say that we'll have even more information coming in 8 days time; on November the 10th (5am UTC). If I had to guess, I'd say New Alola Forms and the 2nd battle facility will be revealed along with a few more Z-Moves. See ya then Lil Lusamines.



  17. 370 CDs

    Adam Lambert - For Your Entertainment
    Adam Lambert - Trepassing
    Adam Lambert - The Original High (Deluxe)
    Adele - 19
    Adele - 21 (Limited Edition)
    Adele - 25 (Target Edition)
    Alanis Morissette - Jagged Little Pill
    Alanis Morissette - Crazy EP Remixes
    Alicia Keys - As I Am
    Aly & AJ - Into The Rush (UK Editon)
    Aly & AJ - Insomniatic (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Alessia Cara - Know It All (Japanese Edition)
    Alexandra Stan - Saxobeats (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Alexandra Stan - Cliché (Hush Hush) (Japanese Edition)
    Alexandra Stan - Unlocked (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Alexandra Stan - Alesta (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Ariana Grande - Yours Truly (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Ariana Grande - My Everything
    Ariana Grande - My Everything (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Ariana Grande - The Remix (Japan)
    Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Ariana Grande - The Best (Japan)
    Ashley Tisdale - Headstrong (Japanese Edition)
    Ashley Tisdale - Guilty Pleasure (Japanese Edition)
    Avril Lavigne - Let Go (Japan Tour Edition)
    Avril Lavigne - Under My Skin (Japanese Edition)
    Avril Lavigne - The Best Damn Thing (Limited Edition)
    Avril Lavigne - The Essential Mixes
    Avril Lavigne - Goodbye Lullaby
    Avril Lavigne - Avril Lavigne (Target Exclusive)
    Backstreet Boys - Backstreet Boys 
    Backstreet Boys - Black & Blue
    Backstreet Boys - Millenium
    Backstreet Boys - Never Gone
    Backstreet Boys - This Is Us
    Backstreet Boys - Unbreakable
    Beyoncé - Dangerously In Love
    Beyoncé - B'Day (Deluxe)
    Beyoncé - 4  (Japanese Edition)
    Beyoncé - Beyoncé 
    Beyoncé - Lemonade 
    Blink 182 - Greatest Hits
    Blink 182 - Enema Of The State
    Bridgit Mendler - Hello...My Name Is (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - Baby One More Time (US Version)
    Britney Spears - Baby One More Time (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - Oops! I Did It Again
    Britney Spears - Britney
    Britney Spears - Britney (Japanese Limited Edition)
    Britney Spears - In The Zone (UK Edition)
    Britney Spears - My Prerogative
    Britney Spears - B In The Mix
    Britney Spears - Blackout (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - Circus (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Britney Spears - Femme Fatale (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - B In The Mix Vol.2 (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - Britney Jean (Japanese Edition)
    Britney Spears - Glory (Japanese Edition)
    Bruno Mars - Doo Woops & Holligans
    Bruno Mars - Unorthodox Jukebox
    Bruno Mars - 24k Magic
    Cascada - Everytime We Touch EP
    Calvin Harris - I Created Disco
    Calvin Harris - 18 Months (Japanese Edition)
    Calvin Harris - Motion 
    Carly Rae Jepsen - Tug Of War
    Carly Rae Jepsen - Kiss
    Carly Rae Jepsen - Kiss:The Remix (Japan)
    Carly Rae Jepsen - EMOTION (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Carly Rae Jepsen - EMOTION Remixed (Japanese Edition)
    Carly Rae Jepsen - EMOTION Side B (Japan) 
    Cobra Starship - Hot Mess
    Cobra Starship - Night Shades
    Charlie Puth - Nine Track Mind
    Charli XCX - True Romance
    Charli XCX - Sucker
    Cher Lloyd - Stick + Stones (Japanese Edition)
    Christina Aguilera - Christina Aguilera 
    Christina Aguilera - Stripped
    Christina Aguilera - Back To Basics (Deluxe)
    Christina Aguilera - Greatest Hits
    Christina Aguilera - Bionic
    Christina Aguilera - Lotus (Deluxe)
    Christina Perri - Head or Heart (Japanese Edition)
    Ciara - Goodies (Japanese Edition)
    Ciara - Jackie
    Ciara - Fantasy Ride (Japanese Edition)
    Céline Dion - A New Day Has Come
    David Guetta - Nothing But The Beat (Ultimate Edition)
    David Guetta - Listen (Japanese Edition)
    Demi Lovato - Don't Forget (Japanese Edition)
    Demi Lovato - Here We Go Again
    Demi Lovato - Walmart Soundcheck
    Demi Lovato - Unbroken (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Demi Lovato - Demi 
    Demi Lovato - Demi (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Demi Lovato - Confident (Deluxe)
    Demi Lovato - Tell Me You Love Me (UK Edition)
    Destiny's Child - The Writing's On The Wall
    Destiny's Child - Survivor
    Destiny's Child - #1's
    Dev - The Night The Sun Came Up
    Dido - No Angel
    Dido - Life For Rent
    Dua Lipa - Dua Lipa (Japanese Edition)
    Ed Sheeran - Ed Sheeran 
    Ed Sheeran - X
    Ellie Goulding - Bright Lights
    Emily Osment - All The Right Wrongs
    Emily Osment - Fight Or Flight (Japanese Edition)
    Eminem - The Real Slim Shady
    Enrique Iglesias - Escape
    Evanescence - Fallen (Japan)
    Evanescence - The Open Door
    Faith Hill - Breathe
    Fifth Harmony - Better Together
    Fifth Harmony - Reflection (Deluxe)
    Fifth Harmony - 7/27 (Deluxe)
    Fifth Harmony - Fifth Harmony 
    Fall Out Boy - Folie à Deux
    Garbage - Garbage (Japanese Edition)
    Green Day - American Idiot
    Guns N Roses - Chinese Democracy
    Guns N Roses - Appetite for Destruction
    Guns N Roses - Use Your Illusion I
    Guns N Roses - Use Your Illusion II
    Gwen Stefani - Love.Angel.Music.Baby
    Gwen Stefani - The Sweet Escape
    Gwen Stefani - This Is What The Truth Feels Like (Japanese Edition)
    Hailee Steinfeld - Haiz (Japanese Edition)
    Hilary Duff - Metamorphosis (US Version)
    Hilary Duff - Metamorphosis (Remixes)
    Hilary Duff - So Yesterday EP
    Hilary Duff - Come Clean (Remixes)
    Hilary Duff - Hilary Duff (Japanese Edition)
    Hilary Duff - Most Wanted (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Hilary Duff - 4Ever
    Hilary Duff - Dignity (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Hilary Duff - The Best Of...(Japanese Edition)
    Hilary Duff - Breathe In, Breathe Out
    Hole - Live Through This
    Hole - Nobody's Daughter
    Janet Jackson - Janet Jackson 
    Janet Jackson - Dream Street
    Janet Jackson - Janet
    Janet Jackson - Rhtym Nation
    Janet Jackson - The Velvet Rope
    Janet Jackson - Remixed
    Janet Jackson - Greatest Hits
    Janet Jackson - All For You (Japanese Edition)
    Janet Jackson - Damita Jo

    Janet Jackson - Discipline (Japanese Edition)
    Janet Jackson - 20 Y.0
    Janet Jackson - Unbreakable
    Jason Derulo - Jason
    Jason Derulo - Talk Dirty
    Jamie Lynn Spears - The Journey EP (Fan Made)
    Jennifer Lopez - On The 6
    Jennifer Lopez - JLO
    Jennifer Lopez - The Remixes
    Jennifer Lopez - This Is Me...Then
    Jennifer Lopez - Brave
    Jennifer Lopez - LOVE?
    Jennifer Lopez - Dance Again Greatest Hits
    Jennifer Lopez - AKA (Deluxe)
    Jesse Mccartney - Right Where You Want Me
    Jessie J - Who You Are (Japanese Platinum Edition)
    Jessie J - Alive
    Jessie J - Sweet Talker (Deluxe)
    Jojo - Jojo
    Jojo - The High Road
    Jordan Pruitt - Permission To Fly (Fanmade)
    Jordin Sparks - Battlefield (Japanese Edition)
    Kate Voegle - Don't Look Away
    Katy Perry - Katy Hudson
    Katy Perry - One Of The Boys (Japan)
    Katy Perry - MTV Unplugged
    Katy Perry - Teenage Dream:The Complete Confection
    Katy Perry - Prism
    Katy Perry - Prism (Japan Tour Edition)
    Katy Perry - Witness (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Ke$ha - Animal (Japanese Edition)
    Ke$ha - The Remix
    Ke$ha - Warrior (Deluxe)
    Kesha - Rainbow (Japanese Edition)
    Kelly Clarkson - Thankful
    Kelly Clarkson - Breakaway (Australian Edition)
    Kelly Clarkson - My December (Deluxe)
    Kelly Clarkson - All I Ever Wanted (Deluxe)
    Kelly Clarkson - Stronger (Japanese Edition)
    Kelly Clarkson - Piece By Piece (Deluxe)
    Kelly Clarkson - Meaning Of Life (Japanese Edition) COMING SOON
    Krewella - Get Wet (Japan)
    Kylie Minogue - Kylie Minogue 
    Kylie Minogue - Rhythm Of Love
    Kylie Minogue - Let's Get Into It (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Greatest Hits Pt 1. (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Kylie Minogue  (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Impossible Princess (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Light Years (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Fever (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Body Language (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - X:Special Edition (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - The Bombox 
    Kylie Minogue - Aphrodite (Deluxe)
    Kylie Minogue - Greatest Hits Pt.2 (Japanese Edition)
    Kylie Minogue - Kiss Me Once
    Lady Gaga/Stefani Germanotta - Red And Blue (Deluxe)
    Lady Gaga - The Fame (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Lady Gaga - The Cheerytree Session
    Lady Gaga - The Fame:Monster (Deluxe)
    Lady Gaga - The Fame:Monster (USB Version)
    Lady Gaga - Telephone The Remixes
    Lady Gaga - Born This Way (Deluxe)
    Lady Gaga - ARTPOP (Deluxe)
    Lady Gaga - Cheek To Cheek (Deluxe)
    Lady Gaga - Joanne (Deluxe)
    Lana Del Rey - Born To Die:The Paradise Edition (French Edition)
    Lana Del Rey - Ultraviolence
    Lana Del Rey - Honeymoon
    Lana Del Rey - Lust For Life
    Lea Michele - Louder (Deluxe)
    Linkin Park - Hybrid Theory
    Lindsay Lohan - Speak (Japan)
    Lindsay Lohan - A Little Bit (Raw) (Japan)
    Leona Lewis - Spirit
    Leona Lewis - I Am (Japanese Edition)
    Little Mix - DNA (Deluxe)
    Little Mix - Salute
    Little Mix - Get Weird
    Little Mix - Glory Days (Japanese Edition)
    Lil' Kim - Hard Core
    Lily Allen - Alright,Still....
    LMFAO - Party Rock
    LMFAO - Sorry For Party Rocking
    Lorde - Pure Heroine (Japanese Edition)
    Lorde - Melodrama
    Madonna - Madonna 
    Madonna - Like A Virgin
    Madonna - True Blue
    Madonna - Like A Prayer
    Madonna - I'm Breathless
    Madonna - The Immaculate Collection
    Madonna - Bedtime Stories
    Madonna - Ray Of Light
    Madonna - Music (Japanese Edition)
    Madonna - GHV2  (Japanese Edition)
    Madonna - American Life
    Madonna - Confession On A Dancefloor (Japanese Edition)
    Madonna - Hard Candy (Japanese Edition)
    Madonna - MDNA (Japanese Edition)
    Madonna - Rebel Heart (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - Mariah Carey (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - Emotions
    Mariah Carey - Music Box (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - Daydream (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - #1s
    Mariah Carey - Butterfly
    Mariah Carey - Rainbow (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - Glitter 
    Mariah Carey - Chambracelet (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - The Emancipation Of Mimi (Japanese Platinum Edition)
    Mariah Carey - E=MC2
    Mariah Carey - Memoirs Of An Imperfect Angel (Japanese Edition)
    Mariah Carey - Me...I Am Mariah The Elusive Chanteuse
    Mariah Carey - #1s 2015
    Marina And The Diamonds - The Family Jewels (Japanese Edition)
    Marina And The Diamonds - Electra Heart (Deluxe)
    Marina And The Diamonds - Froot (Limited Edition)
    Maroon 5 - Songs About Jane
    Maroon 5 - It Won't Be Soon Before Long
    Maroon 5 - Overexposed
    Maroon 5 - V
    Maroon 5 - Red Pills Blues (Target Edition)
    Meghan Trainor - Thank You
    Miley Cyrus - Meet Hannah Montana/Miley Cyrus
    Miley Cyrus - Breakout (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Miley Cyrus - The Time Of Our Lives (Japanese Edition)
    Miley Cyrus - Can't Be Tamed (Deluxe)
    Miley Cyrus - Bangerz
    Miley Cyrus - Miley And Her Dead Petz
    Miley Cyrus - Younger Now
    Michael Jackson - Thriller
    Natalia Kills - Perfectionist
    Natalia Kills - Trouble 
    Nicki Minaj - Pink Friday (Japanese Edition)
    Nicki Minaj - Pink Friday:Roman Reloaded (Deluxe)
    Nicki Minaj - The Pinkprint (Deluxe)
    Ne-Yo - Scala Libre
    Nirvana - Nevermind
    P!nk - Can't Take Me Home
    P!nk - M!sunderztood (Japanese Edition)
    P!nk - Try This
    P!nk - I'm Not Dead (Japanese Edition)
    P!nk - Funhouse (Australian Edition)
    P!nk - Greatest Hit...So Far
    P!nk - The Truth About Love
    P!nk - Beautiful Trauma
    Paramore - All We Know Is Falling
    Paramore - Riot!
    Paramore - Brand New Eyes
    Paramore - Paramore
    Pink Floyd - The Other Side Of The Moon
    Phil Collins - Both Sides
    Peaches - Peaches
    Queen - Greatest Hits
    Rihanna - Music Of The Sun (UK Edition)
    Rihanna - A Girl Like Me (Japanese Edition)
    Rihanna - Good Girl Gone Bad (Japanese Edition)
    Rihanna - Rated R
    Rihanna - Loud
    Rihanna - Talk That Talk (Japanese Edition)
    Rihanna - Unapologetic (Japanese Edition)
    Rihanna - ANTi (Japanese Edition)
    Savage Garden - Affirmation
    Selena Gomez - Kiss & Tell (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Selena Gomez - A Year Without Rain
    Selena Gomez - When The Sun Goes Down (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Selena Gomez - Stars Dance (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Selena Gomez - For You
    Selena Gomez - Revival (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Shakira - Laundry Service
    Shakira - Oral Fixation Vol.1
    Shakira - Oral Fixation Vol.2
    Shakira - She Wolf (Japanese Edition)
    Shakira - The Sun Comes Out (Japanese Edition)
    Shakira - Shakira (Japanese Edition)
    Shania Twain - Greatest Hits
    Sky Ferreira - Nighttime,My Time
    Simple Plan - Simple Plan
    Simple Plan - Still Not Getting Any
    Simple Plan - Get Your Heart On
    Sum 41 - Chuck
    Sum 41 - Underclass Hero
    Taylor Swift - Taylor Swift (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Taylor Swift - Beautiful Eyes
    Taylor Swift - Fearless (Japanese Edition)
    Taylor Swift - Fearless (Japanese Platinum Edition)
    Taylor Swift - Speak Now (Target Exclusive)
    Taylor Swift - Red (Japanese Edition)
    Taylor Swift - 1989
    Taylor Swift - 1989 (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Taylor Swift - Reputation (Japanese Deluxe Edition) COMING SOON
    The Beatles - Live in Sweden & The USA
    The Corrs - In Blue
    The Pussycat Dolls - PCD
    The Pussycat Dolls - Doll Domination
    The Veronicas - The Secret Life Of....
    The Veronicas - Hook Me Up
    The Veronicas - The Veronicas 
    The Weeknd - Kiss Land
    The Weeknd - Beauty Behind Madness
    The Weeknd - Starboy
    TLC - Now & Forever The Hits (Japanese Edition)
    Vanessa Hudgens - V (Japanese Deluxe Edition)
    Vanessa Hudgens - Identified (Japanese Edition)
    Whitney Houston - My Love Is Your Love
    Zara Larsson - So Good (Japanese Edition)
    Zedd - Clarity (Japanese Edition)
    Zedd - True Colors
    Zendaya - Zendaya

    OST :
    A Cinderella Story (Japanese Edition)
    Charlie's Angels
    Hannah Montana 1
    Hannah Montana 2
    Hannah Montana 3
    Hannah Montana The Movie
    Hannah Montana Forever

  18. I haven't talked about this much before, but after everything that's been going on in the news I feel compelled to share my own story. I want to preface this by saying that it isn't my intention to derail the #MeToo movement, which is primarily about abuse and harassment perpetrated by men and women's solidarity and I hope that this doesn't come off as whataboutism since I'm a guy and one of my stories involves a girl.


    I was sitting in chorus class in eighth grade. At this point in my education all of my friends had dropped out of chorus, so I was the last one left and I was pretty much a loner in there. In between songs, our teacher took a break and let the class talk to their friends for a few minutes. This girl who had previously always winked at me and brushed up against me creepily approached me, and started by touching my leg and then began working her way up until she was in my lap and touching my dick through my pants and humping me. She was saying all kinds of perverted things and gave me this evil look in her eye which told me that she knew exactly what she was doing and she was going to get away with it, and I tried to fight her off (slapping her and trying to throw her off of myself) but she wouldn't let go and kept laughing. She even tried to take off my pants. She was really strong despite her size, but looking back I think I was afraid to do any serious damage even in self-defense because she was a girl and it would look bad if I hurt her. Almost everyone else was busy doing their own thing and talking to their friends so they didn't even notice, except for a few people who were watching. They thought it was funny and didn't even try to help me. The part that hurt the most was that it was in broad daylight in a room full of people, and hardly anyone noticed and none of those who did cared or asked if I was okay.

     Our chorus class was a split block with a lunch break in between, so I had lunch at the same time as this girl and she followed me around for the next few days and tried to make me feel uncomfortable. It seemed like she was everywhere I looked, with those creepy eyes and that smile. She even said a few times that she had a surprise for me (thank god I never found out what it was). I ended up staying a few minutes after class one day and telling our teacher that this girl kept following me, and even though I was trying to keep it together I ended up crying but didn't reveal what really happened. My teacher could tell that there were more details I wasn't sharing with her but she didn't ask any questions. I ended up quitting chorus later that week because I "wasn't interested anymore," even though I loved to sing. I told my friends, my family, my teacher, and my guidance counselor the same thing and no one questioned it.

    There were a few reasons why I never said anything. First of all, this girl was a special needs student so I thought people would excuse it by saying she didn't know any better and she didn't know what she was doing...which is complete bullshit, because I saw it in her eyes. She was one hundred percent aware of what was going on and lived for the fact that she made me feel embarrassed and powerless and would get away with it because she wouldn't be held accountable even if I were to say something. Also, male victims of sexual harassment tend to face ridicule and are made fun of for not wanting it. They're told that they must be gay for not wanting to get laid, and not that being gay is a bad thing but it's not a good label to have in middle school where kids will bully you for it. People already teased me for being fruity, and coming forward with this just would have made it worse. I also felt like what happened "wasn't bad enough," because I never got drugged and raped or anything like that. I've never called it assault and I've always considered it harassment, but truthfully I don't know where one draws the line. Even the online friends I've confided in about this thought the mental image of a special needs girl humping me in the middle of chorus class was funny and didn't seem too concerned about how I felt or thought it was that serious. And lastly, there were rumors that she herself was being raped by her grandfather and I didn't want her to get in trouble if she might have been an abuse victim herself.


    The next time, I was 16 and working at my first job. It was at an amusement park and I operated kiddie rides. There were two new employees one day, and they set off my gaydar. They were in their early/mid 20s, and after their very first shift the taller, younger one came up behind me while I was clocking out for the day and whispered "Hey Hermione" right in my ear in this flop trying-to-be-seductive-but-coming-off-as-extremely-creepy deep voice. I probably jumped up several inches because it completely took me by surprise. When I did, I saw that he was winking. I replied "Hi" in a shaky voice because saying hi back is my natural reflex and then I bolted out of there. Once again, this was in a room full of people and nobody noticed.

    I later started hearing rumors that they lived together and were secretly engaged, and even though they didn't talk about their relationship at work it was obvious that they were a couple. Since they ran the adult rides I barely saw them except for pre and post-shift (when they always stared at me, with looks I couldn't tell were dirty or aroused), until one day when my assigned ride was on the border between the kiddie and adult rides. The shorter, older one was operating the one right next to me, and after an hour of no interactions he walked over to the fence between our rides when our side of the park was empty and we had no customers. This was about two months after they started working there, and I was now newly 17. Between customers he would come over and ask me questions like how old I was, what school I went to, what some of my hobbies were, and finally officially introduced himself. We gossiped a little bit about the place too, and he told me that he trained our manager on his very first ride years ago and decided to come back this year since he moved back to the area.

    The questions eventually turned to my sexuality, which were obviously making me uncomfortable especially since he had asked my age and knew I was a minor. The age of consent is 17 here, but I still felt like it was inappropriate for this 23 year old man I barely knew to be asking me this stuff especially since I was still in high school and looked like a little boy. He also said that all the other guys who worked there were ugly, including my friends, and that I was the only cute one. He kept leaving and going to the fence on the other side of his ride where his boyfriend was working (the one who whispered in my ear), and I got the feeling he was reporting my answers back to him and they were planning something. They kept looking over at me with lust in their eyes. Eventually he asked if I would want to come home with them after work and hang out (presumably for a threesome), and my heart started racing. I said no and he looked really offended and then asked why, and I said, with my voice shaking, "Don't you think I'm too young to be hanging out with you guys?" and he didn't really say anything else. Another one of my coworkers eventually came over to my ride while the guy was busy, and I told her everything while holding back tears. She wasn't that busy that day so she agreed to stay with me for the rest of my shift, because I knew he wouldn't try to talk to me again if someone else was there to hear it.

    I wrote an email to our boss saying what happened, but I never had the courage to send it. It sat in my drafts for a few weeks, and I finally decided against it and deleted it. 17 is the age of consent so flirting with me was technically legal even if I was still a minor, and they backed off once I wasn't interested. Not to mention that I doubted my managers would even believe my story, since he had history with them and I was just a kid at my first job. I told my coworkers and it turned into the hot gossip at work (and again, treated like a joke rather than something that actually messed with me) but it never made its way to the managers, and a year later I found out that they tried the same thing with my friend and even told him that he was the only cute one and the rest of us were ugly. I told him what happened at the time, but he never confessed that they tried hooking up with him too until a text much later on. Apparently they messaged him on Facebook too, and he was still 16 at the time. We walked everywhere together at work after that, because we were both afraid of being alone around these guys. The worst part of this story is that I have the older guy's Twitter, and around the Kesha trial he was tweeting all of this stuff about how horrible Dr. Luke is despite being creepy and preying on underage boys himself. I never told my family about this because they're pretty homophobic, and I didn't want it to add to their negative image of gay people.


    I still know all three of their names, both the girl from middle school and the gay couple from my old job, and I could expose them if I wanted but I have this weird desire to protect them from the consequences for some reason even though they deserve it. I'm fine now and don't have any long-term issues from either instance, but it sucks so much that I'm made to feel like I'm overreacting for this stuff because it's "not as bad" as other cases people have spoken up about. Whenever I think about them I tend to second-guess myself and wonder if my feelings are justified and that I'm not just being oversensitive or a drama queen. Anyway, I know this doesn't really have an inspiring message but I just needed to get it out because I'm sick of bottling it up. I don't need your pity nor your assessment of whether this was "real" sexual harassment.

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    Writing a toy review was something I always wanted to try, so this is something I'm doing more for myself rather than something I think anyone here will have a great interest in jj2 But here we go...






    This one is OK, certainly a better likeness of Gal Gadot than the BvS version (which was a total butterface and barely even looks like a woman, frankly), but on the other hand the paint apps are really inconsistent - the skin tone on her legs, her chest and her face/arms are all totally different, and now her neck looks way too thick for her body. I do love that they made her lasso a detachable accessory instead of just a molded-on part of her belt, though. I think I still prefer the BvS equivalent overall, but here they are together for comparison. 








    This one I really like. I appreciate that Mattel went with Batman's alternate "tactical" suit instead of just the same thing from BvS again (which they did do for the Suicide Squad line and got a lot of shit for, so way to learn!). All his new gear is nicely molded, but I'm not crazy about the fact that they went with a cheap cloth cape instead of rubber this time around. And on the likeness, I don't think it looks explicitly unlike Ben Affleck, but it could pretty much be anybody. It's slightly better than the BvS version (which this mold is clearly based on) in that regard, and probably actually a bit worse than the Daredevil toy from well over ten years ago rip2 








    The one on the left being the new version and the right being BvS, I definitely prefer the latter. Both look decently like Jason Momoa, but I like the tattooed paint apps and color scheme of the BvS version better, and the articulation isn't as stiff. The worst thing about the new one is his right hand, which is way too loose and it takes some doing to get the trident in his hand in any effective way.








    This one is definitely my favorite in this whole line. Completely new mold, solid likeness of Ezra Miller, articulation isn't stiff. Good job, Mattel!






    Well, I don't know that this one looks especially like Ray Fisher (not that his star has risen enough for him to be recognizable yet anyway), but along with the Flash I think it has the best articulation out of any of the figures in this line. Not a critique of the toy really, but I don't really like how much of his body is robotic rip2 I mean, he's supposed to be a cyborg, not pretty much a robot with a 60% flesh face. Obviously though, that flaw lies with the film's costume designers. He also has an alternate hand, or rather a sonic cannon, which is pretty cool.







    This one is the absolute worst rip2 And that sucks considering Superman is one of my favorite characters. Like...just look at this likeness...




    He looks NOTHING like Henry Cavill, and what's with the creepy glass eyes? I don't even know how they managed to make it this much worse than the BvS version; with the terrible face and the cheap cape, it isn't even close. And worst of all, my toy has TWO RIGHT HANDS! What the fuck, man...?




    Here's the way better BvS version.








    This one is the build-a-figure, and...it's OK. Certainly isn't the worst one Mattel has ever done, and it's a logical character choice. He's detailed nicely enough and I like his axe, but he suffers from the worst stiffness of any of them; when I tried to move his arm at all after putting it on, I thought I was gonna break the fucking thing...

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    Completely unrelated to the entry btw, I just love Jeongyeon with all of my heart and wanted a cute gif to start with.

    To cut straight to the point, for the next 31 days I'll be updating this with one new song, not entirely sure why I'm doing this, perhaps just for the kiis of my few months older self finding this and cackling at my current taste, whatever. I'll try to keep it at least half Western/non-Asian so no need to worry about finding exclusively generic, manufactured music you cannot understand here. Hope someone reads it and maybe finds something for themselves too. Also this could probably be posted in Music Mania but I don't want to pollute other sections, this blog is called unwanted opinions trademark sign for a reason.

    Day 1: Kanye West - Guilt Trip // One of Ye's most underrated songs and quite possibly top 5 in his entire discography for me. Immaculate production and the mysterious, heavily edited yet enticing chorus are what grabbed my attention at first and after 4 years I still find them just as thrilling and exciting.

    Day 2: Prince - Lovesexy (starts at 25:14 because he's extra and "artistic vision!!1") // Despite not being hailed as a masterpiece quite as much as Purple Rain or Sign o' the Times, Lovesexy is just as good as its predecessors. It's Prince at the end of his creativity peak and he ended it with a bang - a record that's fun, carefree, sensual but also varied and ambitious. Its title track embodies all that - and more - in a perfect way.

    Day 3: Kelela - LMK // The entire album is great (stream here or, even better, buy there) but nothing has quite topped this for me, def top 10 songs of the year material.

    Day 4: (BP) Rania - Style // Classy... sexy... crazy COUTURE...

    Day 5: St. Vincent - Los Ageless // Her album is sahfjajas amazing and while the closer is probably currently my favourite, I just cannot stop replaying this pre-release single.

    Day 6: Grizzly Bear - Morning Sound // Can't think of anything to say but I really love this sing xoxo.

    Day 7: The National - Abel // As much as I like their recent album, it doesn't have a song which would live up to their greatest achievements, such as this one.

    Day 8: Taemin - Move // At first listen this came off as really stale and uninteresting to me but started working in the context of the more laid back, subtle album. Unlike a lot of his previous songs, whether solo or as a part of SHINee, it doesn't pop off instantly and instead creeps up on the listener more with each repetiton of the chorus.

    Day 9: DIA - My Friend's Boyfriend // After Eunice threw the first brick at Stonewall, she rode her minion to the studio to record this LGBT anthem, quite a productive day for her, I'd say.

    Day 10: A.C.E - Callin' // This is esentially the exact same song as their last comeback Cactus, only this time they actually had some budget for the music video and didn't do a gaybait. Normally I'd be mad but Cactus was such an excellent track that for once I don't mind it.

    Day 11: Beck - Colors // Although I've never really cared too much for Beck, this album was quite disappointing for me, especially considering how strong this opening track is. Nothing else managed to live up to it, unfortunately.

    Day 12: Queens of the Stone Age - If I Had a Tail // I was reserving this spot for Jessie Ware but having heard her poor excuse of an album, I'm not even gonna entertain the idea of giving it more attention. This was somehow the first song which came to my mind otherwise and whew, it still goes off.

    Day 13: Junho - Instant Love // How he managed to make Sana not annoying here, I will never know. The album version with additional verse is better btw but the video just has such a gorgeous aesthetic and therefore I'm linking this.

    Day 14: Robert Plant - Heaven Sent // Something about is just really moody and atmospheric and I'm really feeling it right now.

    Day 15: Epik High - Love Story // I'm kind of in awe that with all odds stacked against them (a k hip hop release under YG Entertainment? you could just ask to get punched in the face) Epik High managed to come up with one of the better Korean albums I've listened to this year. This was my fave, a really lovely song, even if carried mostly by IU's mellow vocal performance.

    Day 16: The Horrors - Hologram // Their new album is the 12th best record of the year according to metacritic so you should obviously listen to it now xoxoxo this sing might have my favourite guitar solo of the year too?

    Day 17: Fleetwood Mac - Dreams // Once every few months I like to remind myself how Rumours is one of the best albums of all time and how Dreams is one of the best songs of all time. Today is that day.

    Day 18: Mariah Carey - Candy Bling // I feel like Sylk would have a heart attack if I didn't post it so for once I'll be a nice friend THE BEST SONG OF ALL TIME, WHITNEY IS ROLLING IN HER GRAVE, NO OTHER VOCALIST COULD EVER DELIEVER SUCH A STUNNING PERFORMANCE ETC. ETC. SKINNY LEGEND QUEEN OF THE UNIVERSE.

    Day 19: Eluveitie - King // Won't be able to update tomorrow at all but I'm going to see them live so I'll just assume their best song will be my song of the day <3

    Day 20: Espers - Rosemary Lane // Heard it by accident today and am love, it's otherworldly beautiful.

    Day 21: Oguogu (2/9 of gugudan) - Ice Chu // This is honestly just really fun, upbeat and never fails to cheer me up. The wind instruments give it such an adorable edge.

    Day 22: Twice - Rollin' // As a hater-turned-Jeongyeon-akgae-turned-minor-fan I was expecting more from their new album, it feels rather empty and hollow BUT just as I was about to give up, this snatched me bald, by far and away the best album track of their career and second-best song overall.

    Day 23: Nightwish - Scaretale // Happy Halloween!

    Day 24: Ariel Pink - Feels like Heaven // This has been out for a while now but my lazy ass didn't bother until today and it just so happened to fit my mood perfectly.

    Day 25: The Doors - Break on Through (To the Other Side) // If there is anything my father taught me taste-wise, it would, above all, be The Doors' love. This song just brings so many good memories, I needed it today.

    Day 26: Ame No Parade - You // Yes.

    Day 27: The Cure - A Forest // Dedicated to a long-time-no-see friend whom I finally met today <3

    Day 28: Faith No More - Easy // This was used in a random commercial I stumbled upon today and I haven't been able to get it out of my head since. Not that I'm complaining.

    Day 29: Anderson .Paak - Lite Weight // Because black excellence.

    Day 30: Camila Cabello - Havana // I'm a petty fag who went out of his way to avoid this for the longest simply because I could not imagine myself even entertaining the idea of enjoying a Fifth Harmony-related song... and yet here we are. Her voice is still disgusting btw.

    Day 31: Laboum - Hwi hwi // It's just so happy and as tacky as whistling hooks are, they just don't go out of style.

    Shocked I actually got it to the end, I was pretty sure I'd give up halfway through and there were days I genuinely forgot about it and had to update twice the next one but we're here, I guess. Thanks to everyone who viewed and commented, means a lot xo.

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    let's pretend it didn't take me 84 years to make this! don't drag me for tagging you okay pls and thank you!

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    Welcome to the archive for FOTP's Holy Trinity, her first season!

    Because I wanted to keep everything nice and pretty, here's a cute scoreboard with everyone's stats! Hannah her impact.

    If you'd like a more detailed look at everyone's progress, you can go to this link where you can see a spreadsheet of everything that went down during the season! creep1




    Challenge Wins: 4
    Golden Trinity: 7
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 2
    Golden Trinity: 4
    Flop Trinity: 0



    Challenge Wins: 2
    Golden Trinity: 4
    Flop Trinity: 1




    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 2
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 1
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 2
    Flop Trinity: 1


    @Freaky Prince

    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 3


    @Beauty Queen

    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 1
    Flop Trinity: 4



    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 2
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 3
    Flop Trinity: 2



    Challenge Wins: 1
    Golden Trinity: 1
    Flop Trinity: 3



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 2



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 2
    Flop Trinity: 0


    @Party Monster

    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 2



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 1
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 1
    Flop Trinity: 1


    @Chris Morlock

    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1


    @Dr. Slay

    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1



    Challenge Wins: 0
    Golden Trinity: 0
    Flop Trinity: 1


    Once again, thanks to everyone who played! And to my talented judges @Hannah, @Sylk and @Chapman.! wub1

    See you all next season, which should be soon-ish, yes!


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    Week Three Summary

    Seven songs from last week return for this weeks chart. After two weeks, Zayn has finally been dethroned from number one as his song, Dusk Till Dawn, drops to number four. The number one spot is taken by a new entry, Demi Lovato's new song, Sexy Dirty Love. Little Mix maintain their spot at number two with Private Show, however Love Me Like You continues to fall and lands at number seven this week. Katy Perry is definitely having a good week on the chart as she has three songs appear this week. Witness rises seven spots and lands at number three, Roulette rises three spots and lands at number 5, and Dark Horse makes its debut at number thirteen. Ariana Grande has two songs on the chart this week as Thinking Bout You falls four spots and lands at number ten and her collab with Cashmere Cat, Quit, debuts at number six. Astrid S continues to cling on for dear life as her feature on the Blonde song, Just For One Night, debuts at number 15. Will next week be the first week without an Astrid S song? I guess we'll find out!





    Sexy Dirty Love

    Demi Lovato

    Peak: 1

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Private Show

    Little Mix

    Peak: 2

    Weeks On The Chart: 2





    Katy Perry

    Peak: 3

    Weeks On The Chart: 3




    Dusk Till Dawn

    Zayn feat. Sia

    Peak: 1

    Weeks On The Chart: 3





    Katy Perry

    Peak: 5

    Weeks On The Chart: 2





    Cashmere Cat
    feat. Ariana Grande

    Peak: 6

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Love Me Like You

    Little Mix

    Peak: 2

    Weeks On The Chart: 3




    Take Me

    Aly & AJ

    Peak: 8

    Weeks On The Chart: 2





    Zara Larsson

    Peak: 9

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Thinking Bout You

    Ariana Grande

    Peak: 6

    Weeks On The Chart: 2




    Learn To Let Go


    Peak: 11

    Weeks On The Chart: 1





    Noah Cyrus 

    Peak: 12

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Dark Horse

    Katy Perry feat. Juicy J

    Peak: 13

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Bodak Yellow

    Cardi B

    Peak: 14

    Weeks On The Chart: 1




    Just For One Night

    Blonde feat. Astrid S

    Peak: 15

    Weeks On The Chart: 1