Disclaimer: This is not a fan-fiction.
I met a nice boy from Greece in December, 2020 in an online game, let's call him "M" for anonymity purposes. He was very cute and funny. At first, when he said he's in love with me, I thought it was a joke, so I just played along with it and thought of it as a joke. But soon, feelings started to develop. M told me all of his stories, like his 4 year old nephew who bossed everyone in the house including him, and always slept in his bed even without M's permission.
Like any other couple, fightings and arguments were inevitable, usually the most petty of things in hindsight; he would get mad if I told him to go to bed, and to not stay up until 3AM (his timezone) just to talk with me. He would get jealous if I talked to other guys in the game or add them as friends. I deleted him many times when he got erratic or jealous.
I always told him to go away forever whenever I got mad at him, and every time, he would find me and come back to the same game table as me. I always ended up making up with him and we would talk again and laugh again like nothing's happened.
Third/Fourth of January, 2021: This time, however, I fear I may have gone too far, I called him "Hitler" as a joke because he was sometimes controlling, he was very offended by it and told me that I shouldn't have called him "Hitler" because millions of Greeks were killed during the Nazi Regime. I apologised, but he was very mad and stopped talking to me. So I got mad at him and left the game early, he deleted me. The next day, he came back to my game table, I called him "Hitler" again because I was still mad at him, then he cursed at my dad.
Then I got really mad at him and told him I would never forgive him.
He has since deleted his account, I feel like this time, he is gone forever. I always told him to go away, but then I would miss him the very next day. I don't know if he will come back to find me.
I already miss him and feel really empty inside. If he ever comes back, I would treat and love him better and would never tell him to go away ever again. 💔💔💔
I miss you, M. 💔💔💔
Unforgettable moments with M
Sometimes he would forget to switch his keyboard back to English, one time he typed "lol" in Greek letters "λολ", ever since then, I made fun of him and always typed λολ when I laughed at his jokes.
Whenever he lost in the game, I would laugh at him just to make him mad.
His nephew bought him a watch, I asked him what was the model, I looked it up online and told him it was only worth 5 Euros, he said his sister bought it for 200 Euros. It turns out that he gave me the wrong model number because the watch was put into an old watch box due to his nephew breaking the original box packaging.