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Dr. Slay

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  1. This month I got Selena Gomez's Revival vinyl
    (Turns out it was 2 day priority mail and that's why the damn thing cost 40 fucking dollars )
    (Pics enhanced for viewing pleasure)
    Front & Back

     

     
    Inside Gatefold

     
    Lyrics Sheet

     
    Inner Sleeve


     
    The Vinyl 


     
    I'll let you guys know how it sounds when i get to play it
     
    edit: it sounds amazing
  2. Hey everyone, after months of stress, school, and summer break i forgot to write about other events that happened so i'm back to write about my bullshit once again! 
    So yall thought getting harassed by creepy straights were bad? Well that got 10x worse after my 2nd blog in January so im gonna talk about everything here! 
     
    Firstly the classes and schoolwork was fine and dandy but I practically felt like a zombie cause everything was always the same and I was just tired waiting for something to happen. Cause of my various mental problems, I have social anxiety and depression so I feel like people want to try and use it to take advantage of me, which is why what I'm about to tell yall happened. 
     
    I was very isolated and desperate for friends around the very first days of school, since I didn't even know anyone there (I didnt go to public school for middle schoo) even if a few people did talk to me in class. During P.E. class, these two guys came up to me and wanted to talk with me and introducing themselves, (I think I mentioned them in my previous blog as "friends")  so after we were done talking I guess we were friends now and were a "geek group" as they said it??? (I don't know what they saw in me cause I didn't mention anything that seemed "geek" worthy once or maybe it was cause I was dorky looking) so then I ended up getting labeled as a a "geek" and it just started me off the wrong place, I sat with them at lunch everyday while the group at the table talked all about Star Wars and LOTR while I pretended to know everything about those franchises, (even though I havent watched or read a single thing), tried playing D&D ,and let's just say they forced me to "role play" () with them and I hated it but I just assumed I need to get used to it cause I had no one else to go to but after awhile i realized how awkward and embarrassing it was to me and wasn't enjoying it (not to mention I was constantly bullied when I hang out with them) so I wanted to stop immediately cause I felt so oblivious before. 
     
    Though there was a problem I had with the two when I tried to stop hanging out with them and doing that weird stuff.
     
    The first guy was very twinky and annoying (he looks and sounds like Sheldon from Big Bang Theory), he was always talking non-stop about Star Wars and Lord of the Rings (no offense to any of yall who like it) but I wasn't interested in either of those at all, not to mention when he did talk to me he was always being touchy-feely like going uncomfortably close to my face, touching me, poking me, yanking my arm, you name it, even if i was trying to pay attention to him, he was annoying. He was in about 2 classes I had, he wasn't that bad, except for the fact he made me do everything in a group project (twice)
     
    Though the second guy, oh he was even worse, the second guy was very "large", but he was almost the same as the 1st guy, but was less annoying, always had a calm, exciting, and happy mood. He felt like he was that guy that seems like your good close friend you could vent to. I rarely ever saw him since he was a grade over and didn't have any classes with me. He had a lot of friends, always hung out with the first guy I mentioned, and i felt like I had no problem with him until when I wanted to stop hanging out with him and doing that role play stuff, he started to show his true colors, and now he seemed like a narcissistic, manipulative little baby. Even outside of P.E. I started to notice this behavior, even acting like he didn't know me. 
     
    On one of the last few weeks of school in May, I went ahead and decided it was enough, and  stopped hanging out with both of them completely. They both asked if I wanted to do that "role play" thing but I rejected. The first guy was pretty okay about it, but the second guy went completely nuts over it. He kept trying to convince me to start doing it again and made up a bunch of offers about the RP and kept INSISTING I do it again, telling me "you know you want to" , "What are you gonna do in P.E. class for the next few weeks then???" So then we had to go outside to the track to run, so that's when I tried to run for it and avoid him, but he just kept trying to follow me, and eventually caught up to me. Somehow, he got me to open up to him about a long conversation about life mental problems, deep insecurities, then kept telling me to smile and be happy, I was in the oblivious state again. He told me he wanted to go on a long summer road trip to get out of the house, and would go places such as California, Colorado, and etc. (Also after accidentally finding his Instagram I found out he went to the Stanley Hotel ) He was telling me I was his friend and that he could be himself around me, (ironic considering I couldn't) , he even said there would absolutely be no role playing involved. But as soon we get inside though, he throws all we talked about out the window and asked me who I wanted to role play as, I was confused seeing I wanted no part in it, and tells me if I wanted to role play with him as he makes up a dumb description to get me "excited" or if I wanted to "stay on my sad lonely throne [the benches] with my phone like a king" (as he told me word from word) so I eventually told him no realizing what happened before was all fake to try and get me on my good side, so he literally told me "okay no more fun no more smiles no more happiness then" and walked away all pissed off that I wouldn't play in the cardboard box with our "imaginations" with him
    After I cut ties with him, I sat on the bench minding my own business, headphones plugged, and went on with my life. But yeah that was a nutshell of my whole Freshman year of High School, -10/10 would not recommend, and I really regret that I lied to myself and tried to be someone who I'm not, I feel like I would of did different seeing now that they're not actually real friends 
    I'm going into my sophomore year on Monday and I really hope I don't see those two in any of my classes, though my friend said she would be coming into High School with me (as a Freshman though) so I'm just hoping this year isn't as much as a shit show repeat of last year, even if I know better now. I wanted to speak up about it to the school and them personally before, but I was too aashamed, feeling I was too deep into it and trapped to really say anything. 
    Well that was it! Here's to a better year,
    Till the next entry  
    - Slay
  3. I don't know whats with my mom. I never go to her and call her stupid or dumb or fat or any insults to her because I know she's my mom, and even if something does happen like getting mad or sarcastic at her, sometimes I do apologize. But when we were talking she got mad and told me "What are you, retarded?", and turned turned off the lights. She knows I hate the dark so she just left me in it. Just a few months ago she told me I was "half baked" which I thought was a "your retarded" remark, and called me stupid the other day, and other unmentionables. I don't know, I expect this kind of stuff from a school bully not your own mother.
     
    EDIT 1: My mom had apologized, we talked a little, it's all good
    EDIT 2: Yes there isn't much context behind it, and the thing I did might of been stupid, but it's just small simple situations, and I wouldn't see any justifiable reasons of calling your own son "retarded"
  4. I'll post pics when I have time
    Allie X - CollXtion I (Signed)
    NEW: Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman (Urban Outfitters Exclusive)
    Showcase can be found here:
     
    Ariana Grande - My Everything (Urban Outfitters Exclusive) (Lavender Vinyl)
    Ariana Grande - Dangerous Woman
    The Beatles - The White Album (Remastered Reissue)
    The Beatles - Sgt Pepper's Lonely Hearts Club Band
    Bryan Adams - Reckless 
    Chicago - Chicago Transit Authority 
    Chicago - Chicago VII
    NEW: Carole King - Tapestry
    Culture Club - Colour By Numbers
    Culture Club - Kissing to be Clever
    Carly Rae Jepsen - E•MO•TION
    Cyndi Lauper - She's So Unusual
    Charli XCX - Sucker (Urban Outfitters Exclusive) (Pink Marble Vinyl)
    Devo - New Traditionalists
    Diana Ross and the Supremes - 25th Anniversary Vinyl
    Diana Ross and the Supremes - Reflections
    Donna Summer - Live and More
    Donna Summer - Love to Love You Baby (Single)
    Donna Summer - Once Upon a Time
    Donna Summer - Walk Away
    Earth Wind and Fire - That's The Way of the World
    Electric Light Orchestra - Discovery
    Elton John - Don't Shoot Me I'm Only the Piano Player
    Elton John - Captain Fantastic And The Brown Dirt Cowboy 
    Elton John - Goodbye Yellow Brick Road
    Elton John - Tumbleweed Connection
    Fleetwood Mac - Rumours
    Fleetwood Mac - Tango in the Night
    Florence + The Machine - Delilah (Record Store Day) (Blue Marble Vinyl)
    NEW: George Harrison - Living in the Material World
    Gorillaz - Plastic Beach 
    Janet Jackson - Black Cat (Australian Single)
    Janet Jackson - Control
    John Lennon & Yoko Ono - Double Fantasy
    Katy Perry - One of the Boys (Strawberry Red & Banana Yellow Vinyl)
    Kim Carnes - Mistaken Identity
    Lady Gaga - The Fame
    Lana Del Rey - Born to Die (Deluxe Vinyl)
    Lana Del Rey - Ultraviolence (Standard Vinyl)
    Lana Del Rey - Honeymoon (Urban Outfitters Exclusive) (Red Vinyl)
     M83 - Hurry Up, We're Dreaming
    Madonna - Bedtime Stories (180 Gram)
    Madonna - Like a Virgin & Other Big Hits (Record Store Day Exclusive) (Pink Vinyl)
    Madonna - Live to Tell (Single)
    Madonna - True Blue
    NEW: Marina and the Diamonds - The Family Jewels
    Marina and the Diamonds - Electra Heart (Urban Outfitters Exclusive) (Pink Vinyl)
    Marina and the Diamonds - FROOT
    Melanie Martinez - Dollhouse EP (Record Store Day Exclusive) (Blue and Pink Split Vinyl)
    Olivia Newton John - Greatest Hits
    Paul McCartney - McCartney II
    NEW: Stevie Nicks - Bella Donna
    The Police - Ghost in the Machine
    The Police - Zenyatta Mondatta
    Prince & The Revolution - Purple Rain
    Selena Gomez - Revival (Web Exclusive) (Red Vinyl)
    Taylor Swift - Red
    Troye Sivan - Blue Neighbourhood (Web Exclusive Vinyl) (Blue Vinyl)
    Wham! - Make It Big (American Cover)
    Whitney Houston - Whitney Houston
    Olivia Newton John & Electric Light Orchestra - Xanadu Soundtrack 
  5. So I got moved up to a different class so im taking state history and the seating chart is all fucked up so I'm isolated from everyone else including my other friend except for this one little asshole that sits behind me
    Just yesterday and the previous days before this guy was all whispering in my ear and being all uncomfortably touchy-feely like poking me, touching my hair, trying to tickle my sides, then massaging me etc and whispering in my ear saying stuff like "you want this big dick in you don't you" or "you wanna suck this big cock big boy" or any other "perverted straight guy trying to act gay" talk ALL AS A "JOKE"
    He even had me in English class where he kept poking or trying to tickle me whenever he came in out of nowhere until I decided to move seats in that class 
    I'm literally too afraid to do anything cause of all the "omg im a straight guy acting gay no homo" talk in the school and idk what to do
    Including that just today I heard this guy in P.E. class talking to one of my other friends and asked them "so you like the pussy? the booty? you like eating vaginas?" So then my friend replies to him and "well no" then he says "oh well are you saying you like guys then?" and he replies "no i'm not a pervert i just like girls" then the other guy is just looking confused and kept asking him a bunch of more sex questions and etc. 
  6. Did you ever have one of those "no homo str8 boyz" at school?
    Well I sure do! 
    The first time this utter nonsense happened 5 weeks ago during a fire drill in the middle of class so of course we all had to go outside and I was in the middle of the line just minding my own business
    Then look over to my left to see some random group of guys in my computer class just casually slapping each others asses, bending over in front of each other while smirking and laughing obnoxiously 
    So then I go back to looking on my phone till one of the guys starts fucking SLAPPING MY ASS out of nowhere  so then I just ignore them thinking it's a one time thing on accident but then THEY DO IT AGAIN and I look over and see they're doing it to OTHER PEOPLE TOO  so now at this point I'm just so annoyed and now they start bending over in front of me too while making obnoxious smirks and etc and I wanna get out of there ASAP cause I felt annoyed and violated 
    The second time theres a group of guys i used to sit next to in science class and ALL they talk about sucking each others balls and kept saying "daddy", "Grindr", "twink", and "bear" and I ask him how he knows those terms and he gives off "oh from "youtube" videos" 
    Sure Jan
    But we moved seats so I don't talk to them anymore
    The third time there was a group of guys in gym class pretending to have high pitched voices and kept saying  "blank is gay for blank" then laughing obnoxiously but later the same four guys push their feet against another guys crotch and start pushing in deeper and rubbing in i mean
    Are yall actually "straight" or "str8"
    This has bothered me so much and these types of people are so stupid
    Anyway that's my first rant I wanted to get out 
    Did any of yall have "str8" guys like this in high school?
    Comment below
    I'm interested
  7. So the other day I was in the room with my mother when she brings up how she's glad that the "Gorilla Face" won't be in the white house anymore so I asked who this "Gorilla face" was and she says "Michelle (Obama) of course!" 
    So then I ask her "Isn't that kinda racist?"  Then she says "no it's just Michelle that has a Gorilla face"
    So I call her out and ask why it wouldn't still be racist if you said it to a regular black person then she says "Black people aren't gorilla face's if they're hard-working and put effort into their work unlike Michelle not everything is racist Henry!"
    I think a few months back when she was acting racist she said "I'm not racist because I like a lot of black people like Morgan Freeman & Michael Jackson and...."
    Like....
    Mom 
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