Wonderland

[Firdawsi 34,387]

Forgive me for assuming, is this about your romantic and sexual orientation? Because that is the most difficult thing in the world to go through alone and without support

He really thinks I'm good for nothing so he pretty much hates me

[Firdawsi 34,387]

It's so sad that you think like that.

Trust me, all you need to do is regain strength and take control of your life.

"So when you feel like hope is gone

Look inside you and be strong

And you'll finally see the truth

That a hero lies in you..."

No matter what you choose to do, the sun will still come out in the morning and the moon will still come out at night.

Don't give up just yet.

When you live in a homophobic country and have hypocrites for friends, life seems to have no ray of hope

[Robert. 12,777]

When you live in a homophobic country and have hypocrites for friends, life seems to have no ray of hope

There's always the possibility of waiting to come out until you live on your own terms and can move into a LGBT-friendly country (such as most European states). And a true friend will stand by you no matter what.

[Confess 5,909]

I hope everything will be alright soon

Btw I think I love a Trainer from my gym

[MichaelS24895 5]

@The boy on the roof if ur going through a tough time just remember that here on FOTP we support you
We might detest each other over our favs but in the end, we all support each other

[Firdawsi 34,387]

There's always the possibility of waiting to come out until you live on your own terms and can move into a LGBT-friendly country (such as most European states). And a true friend will stand by you no matter what.

 

@The boy on the roof if ur going through a tough time just remember that here on FOTP we support you

We might detest each other over our favs but in the end, we all support each other

I think my Dad's gonna stop me from using Internet too

 

And I suffer from severe depression if I don't talk to someone

[Mitski 13,494]

He really thinks I'm good for nothing so he pretty much hates me

If he truly thinks that way he couldn't be more mistaken. I dont know anyone I've ever met online or in real life, period, that is as loving and giving of themselves as you are. Even when it comes to your grades you prove that you can succeed and excel when you apply yourself. You are full of so much potential and smarts and personality. We all see you as an incredible human being. Please hang on, you will get through this

[Robert. 12,777]

I think my Dad's gonna stop me from using Internet too

 

And I suffer from severe depression if I don't talk to someone

Is there any other family member you can talk to, your mom for example? Your father has no right to control and restrict your life like that. Try to get help from friends or family members.

[Robert. 12,777]

If he truly thinks that way he couldn't be more mistaken. I dont know anyone I've ever met online or in real life, period, that is as loving and giving of themselves as you are. Even when it comes to your grades you prove that you can succeed and excel when you apply yourself. You are full of so much potential and smarts and personality. We all see you as an incredible human being. Please hang on, you will get through this

He really is!

[Firdawsi 34,387]

Is there any other family member you can talk to, your mom for example? Your father has no right to control and restrict your life like that. Try to get help from friends or family members.

My entire family is homophobic

 

My little sister blackmails me and tells me she'll expose me being gay if I don't do what she wants

 

I really feel all alone

[Firdawsi 34,387]

If he truly thinks that way he couldn't be more mistaken. I dont know anyone I've ever met online or in real life, period, that is as loving and giving of themselves as you are. Even when it comes to your grades you prove that you can succeed and excel when you apply yourself. You are full of so much potential and smarts and personality. We all see you as an incredible human being. Please hang on, you will get through this

 

He really is!

Thanks

[Robert. 12,777]

My entire family is homophobic

 

My little sister blackmails me and tells me she'll expose me being gay if I don't do what she wants

 

I really feel all alone

I'd suggest talking to your mom about the struggles with your dad and coming out to her as well. She probably won't receive it well at first, but if she genuinely loves you (which I'm sure she does, every mother loves her child unconditionally), she will be able to understand your struggles and come to terms with it in time. No matter how homophobic your family is, I'm sure they love you enough to put that homophobic bias aside. And if they don't, then well, you should start living life on your own terms without having to depend on your family's acceptance. At the end of the day, YOU are the person who lives and decides YOUR life. YOU live to please YOURSELF and no one else. Keep that in mind.

[Mitski 13,494]

My entire family is homophobic

My little sister blackmails me and tells me she'll expose me being gay if I don't do what she wants

I really feel all alone

This is so wrong of her. Of course it feels like an impossible situation for you, you are dealing with so much oppression and abuse. Do you have no safe places to go or friends to be with?

[Firdawsi 34,387]

I'd suggest talking to your mom about the struggles with your dad and coming out to her as well. She probably won't receive it well at first, but if she genuinely loves you (which I'm sure she does, every mother loves her child unconditionally), she will be able to understand your struggles and come to terms with it in time. No matter how homophobic your family is, I'm sure they love you enough to put that homophobic bias aside. And if they don't, then well, you should start living life on your own terms without having to depend on your family's acceptance. At the end of the day, YOU are the person who lives and decides YOUR life. YOU live to please YOURSELF and no one else. Keep that in mind.

I'd rather be alone than to put up people IRL

 

I am very much an introvert

[Firdawsi 34,387]

This is so wrong of her. Of course it feels like an impossible situation for you, you are dealing with so much oppression and abuse. Do you have no safe places to go or friends to be with?

Last time I tried that, I got sexually molested

[Robert. 12,777]

This is so wrong of her. Of course it feels like an impossible situation for you, you are dealing with so much oppression and abuse. Do you have no safe places to go or friends to be with? I can see no alternative but to try and leave your situation/ country

This. It's a tough choice but @The boy on the roof you're 17 which means you'll be able to live on your own in just 1 year's time.

[Firdawsi 34,387]

This. It's a tough choice but @The boy on the roof you're 17 which means you'll be able to live on your own in just 1 year's time.

I just want to start my life all over again

[Mitski 13,494]

This. It's a tough choice but @The boy on the roof you're 17 which means you'll be able to live on your own in just 1 year's time.

This is true. I edited my original comment. I dont know enough about such scenarios to be giving that kind of advice. Im worried.

[Robert. 12,777]

I'd rather be alone than to put up people IRL

 

I am very much an introvert

So am I.

But at least you're communicating with people on the internet and making friends here. But it still helps to surround yourself with other people that are going through similiar things like you are right now. I'd suggest researching about LGBT friendly organisations in your country or finding out if there are other LGBT people at your school.

[Firdawsi 34,387]

So am I.

But at least you're communicating with people on the internet and making friends here. But it still helps to surround yourself with other people that are going through similiar things like you are right now. I'd suggest researching about LGBT friendly organisations in your country or finding out if there are other LGBT people at your school.

LGBT is illegal here