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THE JOURNEY BACK

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THE JOURNEY BACK

MY SPIRITUAL STORY WITH GOD,

CREATOR OF US ALL ,CREATER OF OUR FAVES, CREATOR OF MUSIC,ETC. A VERY EMOTIONAL, MOTIVATIONAL,STORY YET NOT FICTION.

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I've Always Believed in God and Jesus Christ but because of current events, I have even more faith and love than EVER BEFORE.

THIS IS MY JOURNEY BACK

Last year,July 2016

I basically had a dance with the devil.I used Self pleasure, Watched Pornography,and *Experimented* with sexuality.

As I did this,my grades dropped,I was having family issues,and I suddenly felt hesitant to attend the Local Baptist mega Church.

After my Mother brought me to Reality,I found the error in my ways. However,the Devil still was out to get me like many Christians. I sing and love to sing Gospel as well as regular music. Our family Cat had gave us Allergic Rhinitis and I wasn't aware for about 4-5 months.My singing voice became exhausted due to my allergic reaction and I was confused. I became very upset because I already was aware that there ARE male sopranos & altos . Society's sexist views had started to get to me.I was getting VERY Fearful of this being permanent and I was Getting sicker. I also received news that I had to go to summer school because I failed my Math EOD exam (this was when I got sicker). I really started praying to God in times of need AND in rejoice. I re-examined my test and I passed with a 594πŸ‘πŸ™πŸ‘πŸ™. Yet again, I was getting sicker and by this time,I had relocated to Buffalo NY due to financial problems and my mom couldn't get my medicine and she had problems with my Insurance. Unfortunately,I started to slip into Depression. I was praying continually for Mercy. I had broke down to my Grandmother and told her EVERYTHING that was eating me inside. I slowly felt ease and I started to get back into the Bible . I COMPLETELY STOPPED masturbating,Cursing, Allowing myself to Stan(Idolizing other than the most high God sends you to hell) and repented for my sins. I got sicker yet believed and kept faith that God would get me out of that situation and he did.

*Resumed in PT.2*

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PT.2

In September of 2017,Β 

I finally got my medicine with my Grandmother's money. I am extremely glad and thankful for God's choice of testing me for righteousness.Yet my learning hasn't stopped. This is where FOTP comes in. I was surfing topics here and I saw a topic where Chris Marlock posted archaeologist that stated that Β God/Jesus didn't exist. I didn't read it and instead, posted Bible scriptures about the Devil deceiving Earth. Shortly after, I was speaking with my Grandmother and I found out that God doesn't want us to listen to Dirty/Sexual music in regards to Regular "Earth" music. This is because Sex/Cursing are sins, and God made singing for praise and if one of our faves sing songs of such topic matter, that would be "Praising" sin. They may be BOPs now,but imagine your fave sending you and other Stans to Hell because of their imagery/lyrics. Even if you don't believe, just SIMPLY THINK ABOUT IT. I made many changes in terms of what I watch,listen,even watch for liars in Christianity because the Devil Hates US ALL and he is busy at our Destruction. Not Everything works within an instant, but when you seek good for your spirit, EVERYTHING works for you from life to the after life.

I'm on my journey back. Amen.

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